Chapter 4

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ALEXS POV
I went straight to Nicks house after my mother attacked me.
After school on the day that I became Nicks girlfriend, I went home to my mother. I told her why I got new clothes and that I was now Nicks girlfriend. She didn't take it well.
"You have a boyfriend huh? Yeah well that won't last long. Do you wanna know why? Well here's why. Your a ungrateful little shit. Your the most ugly, fat girl I've ever seen and I'm ashamed that your my daughter. I have no idea what that boy sees in you, he must have some screws loose up in that head of his. He might say that your beautiful and soon he'll say he loves you, but after two weeks he'll leave you and brake your heart because your one of those girls that become love sick by these boys. And if he dose leave you, don't come FUCKING CRYING TO ME YOU SLUT!"
At this point I'm crying. My mother slaps me across the face and tells me to shut up and stop crying. I get up and walk to the bedroom and sit on the bed. I'm still crying and I accidentally let out a loud sob and mum comes in. Her nose is white with powder. Drugs again. She has a bottle of vodka in one hand and a belt in the other. 
"Take off you shit." She says
"No"
"TAKE OFF YOUR FUCKING SHIRT NOW YOU LITTLE SLUT!"
I do as she says and lift my shirt off.
She wipes me and I scram out. Again and again and again and again. I screamed louder and louder every time and cry harder and harder. When she's done she leaves the house and leaves me bleeding and crying. I can hardly talk because I screamed so much. I went to the bathroom to clean up. It hurt so fucking much and all I wanted was to see Nick
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It is 7:00 and I've finally decided that I'm leaving and never coming back. I go pack my bag but all my clothes are gone. That bitch and taken my clothes. FUCKING HOPE SHE DIES. Fuck it, I leave and walk. I have no idea where Nick lives so I guess. He's not rich but not poor, so I guess the only estate in my town. Sure enough as I'm walking up into the estate I see his parents leaving....
Out of nowhere someone jumps me. They pin me down and I bash my head on the concrete. Thankfully there's no blood. My throat hurts to much to scream but I can punch and struggle. I kick this guy in the balls and punch him in the throat and the eye. I know he's a guy because he doesn't have boobs. A light of a nearby house flicks on and the guy flees. I get up and head towards Nicks house.
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I sit in front of his window for a few minutes then knock a few times. I hear noises inside and see Nick appear at the window and I lighten up.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need somewhere to stay. Can I stay with you for a couple of nights?"
"Sure but, what about you par-"
I cut him off with a kiss and say thank you. Im still in the same clothes as today and don't have a bag with me. He offers a hoodie and some boxers. Without warning I just strips just strip off in front of him. I'm not self conscious of my body because I know I'm beautiful . Before I  can get dressed he touches my belly and I pull away.
"What's up, you can't just strip off and expect me just to stand here?"
"Actually I can. Only because you haven't stripped yet"
As he stands there in hid boxers, I walk over and caresses hid abs. . He raps hud hands around my waist and picks me up so I'm straddling him as we sit on hid bed. I make the first move and kisses him. Hard. He slow it down and sets a slow steady pace. As he's kissing me he move hid hands up and down my back, feeling my skin. He touches the bumps and ridges from the whips and when he touches a tender spot I shudder. He doesn't ask me about them. Before I know it we are under hid covers making out. It's so hot and steamy. I go for his boxers but he pulls away.
"Alex, I'm not ready."he says
"That's alright, I'm here all week." I kiss him and rolls over, falling into a deep sleep.
"I've only known you for two days but...I love you Alex" He says that softly and fall asleep himself but what he doesn't know is that I heard him.
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When I wake up in the morning I hear the shower running and I walk to the bathroom. Nicks naked in the shower and I'm contemplating weather to join him. Just as I'm about to walk in he gets out and I hurry back to bed. He plants a wet kiss on my forehead and I smile.
"Wanna cook breakfast together?"
"Sure"
As we cook, we laugh and kiss and cook obviously, but when we are like this I forget all my worries. I don't think about my mum or my dad. I don't think about the scars all over my body. All I think about is Nick and how much I love him. He's mine and I'm his. After breakfast Nick gets me some clothes and we get dressed together, only it takes longer because he can't keep us eyes off me. Once we are finally ready we walk to the front door.
"Ready to show the world our love beautiful?"
"Yes, yes I am" I close the door behind me and we head off to school with out hands laced together and smiles on our faces.

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