Suho oppa and jin lee unnie drived me back home, without a word. Jin lee unnie walked me in the house.
“You must be tired, go in your room and get some sleep.“
I nodded and went in my room.
“......“ the room was cold yesterday, but now it was a lot warm.
I carefully walked up to my desk.
Then i grabbed a cutter knife, which will make all my pain and tears stop.
With the knife, i went over my wrist right away.
It hurted a lot more then i thought. but i didn't stop.
I cut over my wrist over and over again, harder and harder. in few minutes, puddle of bloods were on the ground.
I felt like fainting, but i was able to stand by holding my desk.
But now, i didn't even have strength to hold on to the desk, and i dropped to the ground. My vision was fading.
“i'm sorry joo-hyun, ji-hyun...“
Now, i'm a very bad sister of joo-hyun and ji-hyun. But i can't take the time back.
“........xiumin....“ i carefully called his name.
“....if you see me..... just hug me without a word.“ tears rolled down my cheeks.
If i die, will i be able to meet xiumin...?
...even if i can't, dying is better. i can't live in a world without xiumin.
Now, i had no more strength in my body.
I hear jin lee unnie's footsteps coming towards my room. I closed my eyes.
Forever.
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Xiumin,
“sorry, i'm late.“
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Sorry, i'm late. (Xiumin fanfic)
Fanfiction" I didn`t even get a chance to say i love you."