Kitty Lee (random book 5)

I wish my parents had put me for adoption

The title or i could run away or die.

Cause i dont deserve them or you guys.

I just keep disappointing everyone at one point in time.

No one pours their whole heart and soul in someone cause there is a part of you that absolutely hates them. Even if you are a stupidly nice person there is a part of you that hates their guts.

I wanted to suicide but i was afraid of the pain

I wanted to run away and survive on my own but who would help me.

I want to live with one of you guys but you all live too far...

Life fucking sucks...

I want to still die but then you guys would be greatly upset.

I would die cause im disappointing everyone but dying would just disappoint everyone more.

I wish i was never alive. That way i wont be in anyone's way.

I cried for a hour cause my dad was upset with me for something im not gonna say.

I have cramps and a headache and my eyes kinda hurt (cause of the brightness on this thing but i turned it down)

Fml..