[Songfict] KyungJoo - Dejavu

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I really liked this song. Even if this song had been released in 2015, this song is still my favorite until now.

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Will you think I'm weird for saying this?
What if you think of me as that kind of girl? Oh my boy
When I saw you by chance
I had this mysterious fluttering feeling

At the school hall, you looked so great that time. It was the first time I know you. A senior that known as a multi-talented one. Then, I know your name, Do Kyungsoo sunbae-nim...

You were so close yet so far. That time, I thought that I only admire you as a senior. I tried to be close to you, but it was really hard. Until that time, you were helping me to do something at the library.

My heart was beating really fast that time. The first time I talk to you, only two of us. I felt that I can really be close to you. It was a dream come true. I can say that it can be the start for me to be friend with you.

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Did you feel the same thing as me?
Or am I just feeling it on my own? Oh my boy
After I saw you by chance
I keep looking for you

After that time, we casually talk with each other. Keeping in contact with each other. Can I really give a hope for us to be together?

I always look at you. Therefore, many people also admires you. I don't really know what is your feeling? Is it only me that feel this thing?

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If I could see you just once more
If I could meet you just once more
Will there be an answer to this unbelievable situation?

Almost every day for a year, I kept walking behind you. Looking for any chances to say what I am really feel. It is really hard, since you always go with your groupmates.

One night, you text me, asking about someone that you like. You didn't say her name or who she is and I don't really care about that.

Can't you hear my heart shouting your name for every day? Now, my heart really hurts knowing that someone who I really like or maybe love, liking someone else.

Well, should I start to give up? This is already your last year, but it seems that I will be hard to compete with someone that you like.

"I'm okay. I'm really okay..." I said to my self, but my heart knows well, I'm not okay.

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An ordinary day became a movie
I know, we still don't know
But will you wait just a little, babe?

I started to ignore you since the day you talk about her. I tried to control myself from seeing you, walking towards you and sending you messages. It is really hard. I don't know what I should do anymore.

I'll come back to you, when my heart is at ease. I can't do it now, even you tried to contact me. My heart still hurts and I can't let you go. Let me take my time to forget all of my feelings for you.

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You came to me with the sunlight
You melted me in one try
Your warm eyes, your pretty smile
Everything is familiar to me

"Namjoo-ya!!"

"Ne?"

"I need to talk to you."

"Now? But oppa, I have something to do right now.."

"Okay, let's meet after your class finished." He went away after saying that.

We are already close with each other, but I'm the one who give some distance between us. I'm afraid that my heart will be hurt again.

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If I could see you just once more
If I could meet you just once more
Instead of momentary connection, do you want to be my lover?

"Namjoo-ya, why do you ignore me? Am I doing something bad to you?"

"No, Kyungsoo oppa, it's not like that."

"Then, what have been happened? There must be a reason for you to ignore me?"

"Nothing oppa, it's nothing..."

"Be honest, Namjoo-ya... Tell me and I'll hear what will you say, whatever the reason is..."

"Well..."

"Is it about someone that I like?"

Is he know what I want to talk about? Am I really obvious about it?

"Yes..." I whispered.

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"Namjoo-ya..."

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"...will you be my girlfriend?"

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Well, this chapter is dedicated to Kyungjoolovelove, pinkeuj0o26 and InbesibleMelody. I'll make another KyungJoo for you three next time.

bbaekbbomi~

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