Once Was
"What the hell?" i looked at Christian. "Where the hell is Jade?"
"Relax babe. Im here." he simple said starting the car and drove down the Blvd.
I am gonna kill Jade. This bitch... Why would she leave me with him? She knows that i only came with her to get him 'cause she was with me. And that meant i didn't have to talk to him.
You still don't have to talk to him. Let him drive and you just sit here lookin pretty and shit. I told myself.
And that was exact what i did. I stayed on my phone and didn't say shit to him.
Cant believe this nigga.
He when he called me that first day when he was in jail i did answer. Because i wanted to know what happened. Jade came to me crying saying he was in jail and i didn't know what to think. Then his moms told me what happened. So i answered cause i had questions to ask.
This happened to days after he told me he loved me. And lord knows that I still love him. But the only reason I haven't moved on is because, A. My brothers wont let me get another boyfriend. And, B. When Chris got out and he found out that i got a new boyfriend both me and my new nigga would be dead.
Flashback
(Two Days Before Arrest in Brooklyn)
"What you doing today?" he asked as i walked into his house. He was laying on the couch watching Empire
"Nun much, going to the mall with Brit and Jade later." i sat down in his lap and laid my back on his chest. "Why? What's up?"
"Nun, don't let me hear you was acting a hot ass mess at the mall." he shifted under me. Trying to sit up so i stood up. When he was done he pulled me back on his lap and looped his arms around my waist and laced his fingers. "Listen, i gotta go to Brooklyn for a couple of days for some business..."
"What business?" i snapped turning to face him. What business he got in Brooklyn, Lopez didn't tell me anything about Brooklyn Business. I know his baby momma live there but his son lives with hos baby momma sister and she live down here.
"You know i can't tell ya ass dat."
"Fine." i tired to get up but he wouldn't let me. "Let me go."
"Let me talk damn." I still kept trying to get up.
All i know is that he flipped me some how and i was on my back and he had my hands pinned over my head.
"Why do you always fo dis shit bruh?"
"Do what shit?" i muttered
"Maybe if ya dumb ass let meh talk i wouldn't have to do dis shit. Damn men. Imma be gone for five days at the most. And no i ain't gonna go see dat bitch so quit dat shit. Ya ass just be doing the most. Damn why would i fuck up this after everything i been through just to get and keep ya ass?"
I didn't give a fuck who he was meeting. All i wanna know is why Brooklyn. I had my head turn to the left acting like a nigga didn't care. But he know damn well that i cared.
"And now ya ass mad at me for what reason?"
"Just help me understand why Brooklyn?" Now i was looking at his ass. He sexy ass always had me in my feelings.
"I cant tell you. Cause i don't even know myself. I asked the same thing. He said business is business."
"Yeah okay." he was now laying between my legs and looking at me.
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Thug Life
General FictionGrowing up in Houston was funny but not all the time. I want things to be different. I want my life to be without violence and death on every conner. But this is my life. And in a weird way i love my life. To me its perfect. But everything don't sta...