You can sway me either way,
If it's going places or if we stay stagnant,
In murky waters and unsure touches
I can't stay this way, I need an answer
I'm sorry I can't ask the right questions,
Or make moves much more than subtle
But suddenly, you're drifting
And I can't make you stay, I know
I've been dormant
And I've been more than, just friends
I can't say I'm too satisfied, with what we tried
But can we try, to be real, and to tell the truth?
The truth is I don't like wasting my time
When he is right there in front of me, just out of reach
Because you hold me, not tight enough but just enough to where I can't escape you, your enigmatic eyes
I don't know why
I can't describe, the way I feel, because how I feel is so unreal
And I just can't deal
Are you for real?
Can we make it through, this ordeal?
Or should I not even bother it, we're stuck in an endless cycle
I'm so over this
Why can't you decide?
Why do you act so mysterious, it's not cute,
But it keeps me curious
Put me on mute, if I can't seem to close my mouth
Focusing on your mouth, remembering the way I thought you felt
It's not that crazy, the way it's been lately
I'm probably just too low, and too slow, to think of something else
There's someone else
But I don't think I've lost too much, after losing so much
You're not that tough
And I am growing older, knowing more, I'm better
And he is not that far away, if I could maybe stray
All I need is one day
To generate some thought, into something else
I want something else
You won't make it far, with those fingertips
Just give me the slip, what are you waiting for?
I've got so much more, to look forward to
Do you know, do you know what you are doing?
Are you aware of this, no closure, too much exposure
Wish you would stop hoping for, something more
When you give so less to me, and who is he, to make you believe, it could be
Something else?
It's just redundant and you're just as good as me, I think it's just that way,
When I have so much to say, and you won't stay
I'm someone else now, and I can't keep chasing my own tail now,
You've left me on repeat, now I can't sleep, I lie awake
Wishing for something else to make me certain, that I'm not making a fool of myself
I'm not a man I'm something else, I wish I could be someone else
With someone else
