Demi's pov
It hurts knowing i bella left but this is good in a way , i am gonna get away and i need this.
I load onto the plane and go to a little city called Crescent City , its small and not easy to find me most likly.
I sit down and and am exhausted from last night i just wish the feeling i have inside goes away soon. I look out my window and slowly my eyes start to close.
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Ok i am adding a new persons pov.
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Ok so hey my names shane and im 19 and a girl. I live in crescent city. my nickname is shay and i prefer to becalled that.
Shay's POV
Everything is blurry and i feel like i cant breath the air filled with the smell of smoke and alchochol. I couldn't shake the feeling that i've been here before . My vision adjusted and my mouth droped finding where i was.... My parents house.
I rememberd the smell and all the pain that wa caused in this house. I walked over to the door and opened it, i felt like everystep i take is a death wish . I peered down the stairscase to see if my parents were home , evenwhen there not it smells like they are here necause they leave the bottles of alchohol lingereing everywhere. and even leave lite ciggerites the house and i feel like i can never et away.
I still couldn't see that anyone was home so i thought it would be ok to walk down stairs , but obviously not, because i heard the deep voice of my father , he was not yelling but you could hear the sluring anger in his voice.
-"Come here .. I -I need ta tell ya somefi."
I didnt want to disobey him because he would tell mom , and she would come in with my father and take turns beating me , just like the last time .
I was shaking and i slowly walked toward him, I looked up at him , and he bent down, i almost puked , becuase of how badly he smelled from the alchohol. He whisperd in my ear
-"You are worthless and fat. and noooo one likessss you."
I ran up the stairs and locked my door I walked over to my picture from my desk and grabed my blade from the inside of the picture , i walked to my door and slid down until i was just siting there looking at the wall , i looked down at my blade an pressed it to my skin and slid it acrossed my my wrist g more time , i grabed a towel and cleaned up my mess, i walked to m closit and grabed a hoodie and slid it on , i let the exess blood roll down my arms,
I could here my demons talking and no matter what i did , they wouldnt go away, I walked over to my winddow , and i opened it and climed outside it , i made my way to the roof and sat down at the edge just my legs hanging off . I looked up at the sky looking at all the shining star. I cant even inagine a good life because there isnt one. I took one long last breath and jumped.
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I wake up screaming looking around my room soked in sweat , its been a year sence i've had that dream. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror and just wished i wasn't so fat and ugly wishing i didnt have to hear my demons everytime i ate a meal or even take a bite of something. I turn on the water and splash it on my face. I grav a towel and dry all the left over water . I walk over to my bed, I lay my head on my pillow and glance at the time ( 5:58) Just my luck 2 mins i have tooget uo, so i get back up and thro someclothes on . I grab my ar keys and walk to my car, i stop and see that next door there's a youhaul , at the house next to me , i guess the house has finnaly been rented.
I get in my car and drive to work. I work in the music studio's and i really love my work. It's amazing and my idol is demi i always try and stay strong for her.like really she's the reasion im still alive.
I finish up at the studio's and locked up , i was walking t my car when someone stoped me I looked over to see my boss he started talking to me
-"Um .. shay ?"
-Ya?"
-"I dont know whow to put this but i - uhh im sorry , but i have to let you go."
-"W-WHY!!!, I have worked hard and i love my work."
-"I just dont have have the money to keep paying you"
-"So out of everyone your firing me??!!"
-"I uhh , i wish i didnt have to but yes."
I felt tears bulid up in my eyes. I got into my car and drove home. Why . what did i do to deserve to be fired .
I get out and grab my keys to unlock the door . I still had tears rolling down my face, when i heard a familiarvoice coming from behind me , i turned to see a pink haired women with the most sexiest body ever.
-"Hi , im demi and i just rented the place net door and i was just wondering if-- Oh whats wrong?"
she said grabing my hand . I was so badly holding back my fan girl side that wanted to so badly be let out, i am like in love with demi , and im no a lesbian im bisexual.
-"Im fine , i just had a bad day."
I said my demons started talking and i neded to release , and it was the only way to have them go away
-" Ok but hen your ready come an talk to me about it ok?"
she was so sweet and beautiful , i nodded my head , i ran into my house and ran upstairs i ran into my room nd grabed mu blade from my dresser and and slide it acrossed my wrist , i finished and i walked to my bed and pulled my phone out of my pocket, i looked to see i had a messgae , from james , he texted
-Hey babe im coming over i heard you got fired i want to come ill be ther in 5. love you babe stay strong."
I smiled a little james made me happy he was a man but he didt act like he was dominite and he acted like we were equal and i loved him he made my day everyday.
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ok so sorry about such a bad chapter but i guess what eves.
Ill mabe update soon
-Faith
