"c'mon fuckers"
"shut up you faggot"
i look down at my feet
laugh it off, nervously
i just recently came out, my friends
they accept me, i just dont think they get how that hurts, they dont get the whole gender thing either..
we sit in the car and drive
"youre awful quiet, whats wrong alex?"
that was the first time they used my real name
i ignore him
"cmon em-"
i interrupt
"nothing, nothing is wrong"
i hate that name
i push my short hair behind my ear
7:30
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aye
