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March 28, 2014

12:41 PM

My dad is on our Xbox. I can't play it until he gets off. I can't tell him that I need to get away from reality. he would ask why. and I can't tell him I cut. I haven't eaten anything today. I don't want to. if you guys read my prom I Have a Friend Named Anna, that was from my experience. I tried to become anorexic. but my friends found out and forced me to eat. they made me feel bad when I didn't eat, but I felt sick when I did. they didn't understand. I need to do something. I can't relapse. I've gotten this far. what would my friends say? they would think I'm a terrible person. and my boyfriend? he would probably give up hope for me. I need to do something. something unrelated to school. But what can I do? I can't draw right now. I don't know what I would draw.

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