senseless | m.t

prologue

062016

just please don't hurt me again

please

please

i was begging but he couldn't hear me, i knew if i spoke, it would only get worse. he wasn't always like this. in the beginning it was good, he cared about me. whenever i needed comfort he was there, whenever i was betrayed by own best friends or whenever i was stood up on a date mark was always there. but i lost him.

not physically, but mentally he was gone. he had gotten so much worse since the time we got together.

i felt it, hard and cold on my cheek.

this was another one of the nights the abuse wouldn't stop. he would constantly hit me until he realized what he was doing and then he would apologize.

this was the routine i had gotten used to. mark had lost his mind.