I want to love him but i am scared ,What if he hurts me? , What if he breaks my heart as others did ? I sat there contemplating everything that could possobly go wrong with me falling in love with a man i knew was no good for me.
JAZMINE COME DOWN STAIRS NOW PLEASE! my mother Amauria yelled from the lower portion of the stairs.
Yes mother i said as i reached the last step apon witch my mother was standing,
Its dinner time she responded while looking deeply into my soul with those beactiful hazel eyes okay mom i replied while heading into the dinning room
We sat down at the dinner table & talked about how my summer went , its July 24 school continues August 17. I'm no where near ready I'm super nerves and scared , what if they don't like me. I don't honestly give a flying fudge if they do like me but hey I don't wanna be hated in the place where I get my education.
But anyway after dinner I ran upstairs & continue to write in my journal that's what I do when I'm upset. There's this guy I like but he is soooo horrible for me & he honestly probably doesn't even care about me! I've always had problems with letting go & doing what's best for my feelings. I promised my self I would do what's best for my heat & if that means not talking to him then so be it.
After dinner I decided to go to the mall I don't have anyone to go with me considering it's just me in my mom,no family & I don't trust any of these fake females.
I hop in my car, hook up the aux cord and start blasting in those jeans by Ginuwine. I listen to a lot of old music to be 17. As I'm driving down the street in my 2014 black Audi truck I come to a stop light & happen to look over. When I look over into the car next to me I see this FINE light skin, strong looking boy with curly hair and tattoos all over his arms. I didn't even realize I was staring or even daydreaming until the car behind me started blowing for me to go. I pulled off and finished driving to the mall until I pulled up to GreenBurrogh Mall. As soon as I walked in the mall I went to PINK.As soon as I go inside the sales associate recognized me and informed me on today's deals.I bought some bra and pantie sets with hoodies and perfume the total came too about 136.75 don't get me wrong I'm not rich,I'm not balling either but anyway I put my bags on my wrist and began to walk out. Suddenly my phone started vibrating so I was looking in my purse trying to find it. Then *Boom* I was bumped and now drenched in fruit punch. As I was attempting to wipe the red juice off my white shirt I was yelling and cussing considering at the guy who bumped me & then I looked up. When I looked up I was greeted by a man with gorgeous hazel eyes and a beautiful face.
Stranger:Ma bad princess, I'll pay for the damage
Jazz: nah it's coo I got it thanks thoe
Stranger:No really I insist matter of fact let's go in this store I'll buy you a new shirt
Jazz:Umm ok i guess
We walk back into pink and I grab a simple purple v-neck
Stranger:That's all you want
Jazz: yes lol, thank you what's your name
Stranger: My name Derrick but everyone call me Dlo
Jazz: okay Dlo well my name is jazz thanks for the shirt & it was wonderful meeting you, with that I walked away.
Dlo POV
Damn she was fine I thought to myself as I walked out of PINK. I walked into Panera bread where I was supposed to be meeting my partnah, Eric
Wassup nigga ?
Nun much slime you got that check
Yeh bro you got the package
Yeh & with that we exchanged bookbags
Dlos bag had 100k In it
There bag that Dlo left with had 50 kilos of ice(a drug similar to cocaine) in it.
Jazz pov
Man he was cute.... he looks so familiar thoe ohh look there he is ima go talk to him!
(I hope you guys enjoy, Ik it's a drag rt now but it will get better)
