Jays POV
It was time for Physical Education. It was as I went to take off my FOB hoodie...that I realized something.
How the fuck am I going to hide my cuts?
I went into panic as I saw Ryan and Sadie skip into the locker room singing NANANA by My Chemical Romance, and just stood there next to my locker.
What was I going to do? I couldnt keep my day clothes on for class, Id be all sweaty and overheat.
I quickly walked up to Jess (Brents psychotic megaslut girlfriend) and asked her to talk yo Sadie and Ryan for a few minutes. She hesitantly did as I asked, and I got dressed quicker than I ever have in my life and put on my wrist braces for class (I have tendonitis in both wrists, THANK GOD for braces.)
"Hey Hun, are you feeling any better?" Sadie asked me nervously. I accidentally missed second period too and am just now participating in my day.
"Better, I feel better now." I said with a shaky smile. Sadie smiled back and continued arguing about Brents haircolor with Jess. "ITS BLACK NOT BROWN YOU IDJIT!"
Ryan...Ryan stared at me for a few seconds longer.
Fuck, she knows.
"Jay...what happened?" Ryan whispered in my ear.
"Dont worry, Im better now. Im good, and ready for class."
'Okay.." she replied unhappily.
'ALLLLLLRIGHTY GIRLS. BENCHES FOR ATTENDANCE AND AGENDA." Ms.Stacy yelled at us.Shes a nice yet rough tall and strong blonde woman. Kinda hot...but not my type. Or age. Shes my teacher, what the fuck am I saying?!
After rollcall, it was time for the warm up run for 9 minutes. Not bad, yet still sucky as hell!
About three mintes in, the sweat seeped into my almost fresh cuts and caused a stinging that hurt like a motherfucker. I finished the warm up, in writhing agony.
Billie and Brent...
What the fuck?
They were...talking?
And...Running?
And laughing!!!
I pointed to them as me and the girls screamed "OH MY GOD, BILLIE!" a liiittle too loud...and he looked at us and blushed but wiped it off quickly and continued talking to Brent. Smiles were on both of their faces, and my heart warmed up for him. At least one of us might end up happy this year.
Ryan...looked a little weird. Like, upset or angry.
"Whats wrong Babeh gurl?" I asked jokingly.
"N-nothing. Im okay. Just sore from working hard." She replied nervously.
Something smelled fishyfishy, and it wasnt between Jesse's legs.
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Billies POV
Oh.
My.
God.
Did that really just happen?
Brent. Just hung out. With me. In gym
OH MY GOD GIMME A SECOND TO COLLECT MY EMOTIONS.
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Whew, okay. It started in the locker room.
"Um...hey dude. Im sorry I caused everyone to laugh at Jay this morning. Can you tell her I apologize? I feel like a dick" He said to me while rubbing his neck and looking down.
I quickly covered my legs with my shirt I just took off (GOD IM SO STUPID. WHY DID I HAVE TO BE ALMOST NAKED.)
"U-uh yeah, sure." I shakily said, as I stood there akwardly.
He didnt...
He didnt leave yet.
He stood there and kina rocked back and forth and said "Sooo...are you excited for the chem test in fifth?"
"SHIT. I FORGOT ABOUT IT!!!" I yelled at myself and dropped my shirt. I quickly dove for it and banged my head on the lockers as I came back up, and dropped it again as I clutched my head.
"Woah there! You okay?" Brent asked frantically as he gently helped me stand up and placed a hand on my waist and one on the back of my head to help.
I kinda just chuckled nervously and blushed as I said "Yeah...thanks." And looked up into his dazzling eyes for a second.
He stood there with his hands still on me for a minute and slowly smiled and....stood there. Looking at me.
THAT WAS WHEN I LOST IT INSIDE.
He snapped out of a strance and laughed nervously and let go of me. My body whined in sadness.
"U-uh...sorry dude. Wanna run today and be partners?" HE SAID.
"Sure, why not." I said with a warm smile as I got dressed and he went to talk to Mr.Petrosky.
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MY HORMONES AND MIND ARE RAGING. All class we talked and laughed and hung out. What was happening? He..he hates me right?
Maybe...
Maybe for once in my life, things were going to be right for a little while.
Maybe Ill be able to socialize and put down the headphones.
Maybe Ill...
Nah. Nevermind. I cant go that far with my hopes...
Not just yet.
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