Our Little Secret

Chapter 2(a): Fuck Family

POV: Deseray

       

   I got dressed looking Hella good. I unwrapped and feathered my hair, put on my lashes then put on my lip gloss.  I was finally ready to walk out until I saw Janelle at my door.

"What do you want?"

"Excuse me."

"I.... said.... what.... Do... you.... want. Are you slow?

I didn't care if my situation with Rome was her fault or not she pregnant by him and I'm still not okay with that shit. I wasn't about to hold my breath for no hoe who wasn't worthy of my respect.

"I wanted to know did you want to do something with me before I leave"

"I'll past I have better things to do."

"Okay then." She replied offended.

"Umhm."

  She went into the bathroom. I muted my TV and stood still, I could hear a lot of ruckus coming from down stairs. I unplugged my flatirons and went down stairs quietly.  My dad was beating the shit out of Katina. I heard him yelling at her telling her she betta not disrespect momma anymore.  I think something up because he usually didn't care.  I snuck out the back door so my dad wouldn't question me about where I was going.  I hate when he does that.  I really didn't want to go through that because I might get my ass kicked next. I had a whole nother thing coming for little ole uncle Rome.  Dezzy is just too damn smart and look too damn good for that.  I called up my little buddy.  He does everything I want him too just to get my nana.  He's a big ass pervert.  He's a forty-five year old grown man who loves young nana.  I can't blame him shit he like young nana just like I like grown man shit...... nah wait I love that shit.  He picked me up in front of my home; thank god my dad didn't see me when I got in the car.

"So, what's up?"

"Jakey baby you know what I need.

"Where you want to go?"

"Nowhere we can do it right here."

"Nah I'm not cool with that I don't have time to get caught and shit alright mama."

"Baby Its okay my dad is occupied right now anyway no worries and you already know my uncle isn't around anymore."

"I guess mama but this playing hard to get shit getting old I want some."

"Jacob I've only knew you for about four months what you expect."

"Never mind just forget it alright."

   I knew something was wrong when I saw Jacob stare at my house hard and his expression got worse.

"What's wrong Jakey baby?"

"Why you didn't tell me john was you father?"

"You know my dad?"

"The whole country should know your fucking dad."

"Whoa! Slow down champ. I didn't know it was such a big deal.  I'm sorry.  Don't worry he's in the house busy." 

  I could see Rome inching out the door. I climbed on Jacobs lap rolling down the windows as I went over on purpose making it look like an accident.  I spoke as I climbed over so I could distract Jacob from looking back and seeing Rome.

"It's okay Jakey baby I didn't know; can you forgive me please."

I give him pecks on the lips trying to seem as innocent as possible. He kissed back hoping it would lead to more than just messing around, I could feel him hardening up. I continued kissing him and grinded on him until I caught Rome's attention. By the expression on Rome's face I could tell I succeeded and it gave me the satisfaction I was looking for in the beginning. I kissed Jacob as Rome stormed over to the driver's side of the car and snatched me out.

"Let me go Rome!

"Who the fuck is you yelling at!?"

"I'm talking to you."

He didn't let me go until we were on the porch.

"You betta get your ass on somewhere before your daddy come out here."

Rome turned towards Jacob car and he drove off so fast it was hysterical.  When he turned back around he grabbed me and brought me in the house. He brought me over to daddy on the couch.

"What's up?"

"She was outside in a........"

When he looked at me he could tell I was furious.  I just might tell If he says anything.

"She was what?"

She was in a car with a grown ass man. That nigga looks twice my age."

"Deseray you were doing what?!"

Daddy sat the paper down and slid to the edge of the couch ready to pop up and attack me. I guess he didn't care if I told on him because apparently he just told on me.

  "No daddy I was outside with that boy next door I told you about and uncle Rome just jealous because he...."

At first I was real serious but then I looked at him and smiled.

"He's just to over protective and he doesn't want me to grow up."

"Is that right?"

"Yes daddy I promise"

I watched him and I could tell he was shocked I didn't tell on him. He couldn't even speak.

"You know what get out my face I don't feel like being bothered."

As I was leaving I looked back at him andsmiled. He Knew I was going for another round of revenge. I'm a bad ass girl; Ican't wait to show him what I got up my sleeve.