-That Night-
(2:30 am)
I stayed in Janness ' s room. I couldn't go to sleep. .. I kept thinking about why I wan going to break into my own house... Kill my own sister... Start a new life.. Then i thought again. "What if I get caught? That's life in prison Y/N, I can't do that. I can't leave my momma. She can barely take car of herself. And Myrah... She would probably end up killing ma before I killed her... I can't do this. I can't go through with this"
I got up from the bed and lingered around to find Janness. I nearly tripped over her since she was on my floor. I was weary to tell her the plan was off. No murdering, no killing, nor theft or robbery.
Me: Jay...
Janness: ....
Me: Jay....
She didn't answer so I gave up trying. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note. I left it tapped on her forehead. I grabbed my bag and left.
-The Next Morning-
Saturday 2:55 pm
Dear Diary,
Last night was really bad... I wasn't going to go with the plan. Like--
Myrah: So you decided to come back huh?
Me: Get out of my room!
I slammed my diary and slid it up under pillow. Myrah just stood there watch my every move. I got up and walked towards her.
Me: I said GET OUT!
Myrah: Look little bitch! I know you have some secrets little girl. I will figure them out! -pushes you against the wall- And it has ANYTHING to do with me you bet to believe I will have something to do with you little girl!
Then she left, once again, with out letting me get a word in... I sat on my bed startled at what had just happened... What am I going to do?
