*beeeeep*
a soft whimper let out as he held her hand tight. He couldn't believe it. Everything was normal this morning just to have the sight of her leave your presence.
It was 4:36, and the orange sun was burning through the autumn leaves as the wind whistled through the hair of the busy people outside the hospital. I sat there for 2 hours with my hand grasped around her but the was no response.
I went home driving back in deep depression as it stunk the car with it's stench. I went in and walked to her room and I was hoping I could see her there, laying and fast asleep, but no this was reality and you just have to deal with it.
I went to bed feeling the lonely air as it fills the room as winter rolls in. My mind was her, all I could think about was her, she was everywhere. I couldn't sleep I missed her. The apartment was colder than usual. Lonlier than usual. Quieter than usual.
I woke up with one thing on my mind, Aiden. Another thing flooded my mind, self-harming. I wanted to bring a blade to my skin. But NO she wouldn't have wanted that. I went into the bathroom stared deep into mu own eyes as I looked to the side and saw a laundry basket and saw her favorite sweater I picked it up and held it close as it was the last thing she was wearing before today.
Ten days passed. Ten lonely, sad filled days. A new thought came in, suicide. I thought how much I missed her and I wanted to do something that will help me go back to her. I wanted to, there was nothing stopping me.
Three days passed and I was happy with my desicion. All I had on my suicide note was "I did it for you" with a little black heart. I swallowed 6 pills, and then 6 more, and then 3 more. I had dropped to the floor.
