Broken Immortal-discontinued

Ch 1- Alone

"Sitting here, without her, sucks." I say to Scott. We were sitting in my kitchen at the table. Scott and I have been best buddies since I don't even know how long. Forever maybe? Is that even possible? I don't know but we know the in's and out's of each other.

"I know, I miss her too.." Scott says.

"Did..did you know?" I asked.

"I had no idea." Scott replied.

That's when I felt a tear run down my cheek. It was warm and it hit the table when it fell off my face.

"Hey, Rosie it's okay," Scott said.

"How is this okay? I didn't know! You didn't know! I feel like a awful friend for not seeing this coming.." And that's when I really started to cry. Scott does what he usually does and gives me his bear hug. I call it a bear hug because he's kind of a bigger dude but that doesn't bother me nor him. I like that he's bigger because I could just stay in his arms a long time and be happy.

I was glad school was over and I was alone at my house. I hate it when people see me cry but Scott's the only exception to this rule.

"I don't even know why I went to school," I said. "I half expected her to be there, but what am I saying? She's not coming back and I didn't even know."

But I should have know because you see, I have done and do they same things that Kate did. I know that she had been self harming but she never cut where it would have been visible. Her mother told me that she had scars all over her hips and stomach. I tried to get her to stop but once you cut, it's extremely hard to stop.

"Want me to stay the night?" Scott asked. I just nodded my head, afraid to say anything.