Do you want to know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her child dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries waking you up but you won't and she keeps screaming and shaking you and tears dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can't speak because the child he loved and the child he watched grow up is gone and won't come back and your sibling(s) run in to see what the fuss is about and they see you dead. The person they loved. The person they bragged about to their friends, the person they wanted to be like when they grew up (in this case a younger sibling), the person that made them feel safe. But they're never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because they'll always be consumed with the feeling of missing you. And now there's something missing from the family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you're gone and it hurts them more than anything.
(My continuation) And you'll just be passing your pain onto your family and guess what? Even if you don't have a family and you think no one cares about you why don't you ask them, don't assume it. Your best friend will cry and cry, wondering why they didn't help you, wondering why they weren't there and they won't be able to live without you because you're their BEST FRIEND! And that random person who doesn't know you at all but is still upset and still cries and talks to you at night before they go to sleep because they can't bare the thought of anyone being so cruel to themselves. So, please, don't kill yourself.
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Hey, So the first paragraph is something I found and the second paragraph is my continuation of it.
Please don't kill yourself. Please don't harm yourself. This is coming from someone with the experience with self harm and self hatred.
There is always someone willing to listen.
