AAAALLLLRIGHT! I have came here today to tell anyone who even reads this that 1. I have way too many ideas and 2. I have come to rant because of one chapter an author had released and I have to tell you guys a story. So grab some cola and chips and sit down. Beware because this does have some scuicide attempt in it and no not me if your worried or Wondering.
Ok so it was the fifth grade, I had a fair amount of friends. But the ones that are most important in this story are Devin, Tanner, Rylee, and myself. Me and my friend Tanner had found out that my other friend Devin was cutting himself... Me and Tanner didn't know wheather or not to tell, but we did. I'm glad I did. But what happened was that me and Tanner weren't sure if we should tell, but my friend Rylee had told us that if we didn't tell she was going to tell the teacher/s herself. So by the time my class (all of my friends in this story are in my class of course) went to our science class we were going to tell our teacher about my friend Devin. (I'm going into detail now) when she asked us if it was a life or death situation we had said yes. She had pulled both me and Tanner out of class for a minute. We had talked and then told us to go sit back down at our desks and then she called Devin to come talk to her outside too. But after that I don't remember much, but what I also don't remember is if when both my friend Devin and Tanner had called me a dog came before this event or after. But if it came before I want you to know what my point is that I had almost lost a friend of mine, I could've been selfish and let my friend kill myself, I had achieved in saving a person's life, my best friend's life. I actually did something good in life, I helped humanity just a bit, but oy a bit, yeah it's not much, but it helps so much, even though it was so small, it could've made a big difference if me and my friend Tanner didn't tell. I'm not trying to brag and I'm sorry if it sounds like I am bragging but I'm not meaning for it to be like that, but what I am meaning for it to be is that Tanner and I could've been the reason why someone died, why humanity is closer to falling apart. But I'm also going to tell you this, I may not know you, I may not ever get to meet you, see you, or know you, know the Pain you feel or had, but that I still love you, that you are my friend, that you are another reason this world is a better place, but what I am about to tell you is going to sound mean but, when someone attempts, or even had committed scuicide that they are selfish, they thought about their own happiness before the people who loved them, even if it's family blood related or not, friends you know or Internet friends. They love you and you killed/ tired to Jill yourself for your own happiness and didn't think about them. But if you are depressed tell me, and if you are reading this and have attempted scuicide, know that I am not telling you this because I hate you. I Don't. And even though you were selfish it is okay because even I am but I would never kill myself unless I absolutely had to. For that to happen though the apocalypse would have to happen and I got bitten. I don't think that will happen though. What I am saying is , do not attempt or even think about scuicide, I also know for a fact that I wouldn't ever do it because I am too scared too, I don't want too feel so much pain, and then die, I'm not exactly afraid of death, but I am afraid of the pain that I will go through. I will probably be posting another thing about the same thing tomorrow just to make a cleaner and more clear version, and if you are reading this and finished all of it I thank you because you took the time to read something important but now I must go, goodbye stranger/friend stay weird •-•
