next day, when i entered the classroom
you were there, earbuds in your ears
and you were only wearing the uniform jacket
because you gave the rest up on those goddamn skinny jeans.
i approached you and put the backpack on my desk
and bid thee 'good morning'
you looked up at me, nothing more
but surprisingly i wasn't annoyed at all.
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during the first break i decided to go and walk down the hallway
i had no friends and i felt so strange.
i saw you and your buddies hang out around the corner
a girl was there and had something to take off her chest.
"I like you" she cutely said
long hair, medium sized skirt, converse
"she's pretty" i told myself
i felt the jealousy overwhelming me and realized everything
she'd keep smiling, holding hands with you
but you never smiled back, not even a grin
"wanna...?" she was about to say
"bitch" i realised it then
and then you broke the silence
Scanning her body from head to toe
you brushed her off and walked away laughing
and her eyes filled with warm tears
rolling down her cheeks as she turned to me
and walked away crying.
i could see her face well
