Ricky Pov
I sit in front of dad's picture
Ricky:Liza is getting worse and worse every day she is getting bad grades. She's not listening to me she's not listening to mom she just doesn't care anymore I don't know what to do. I wake up every morning knowing my sister hates me she doesn't say hi to me or hug me or even say good morning or good night. Dad I can't take it anymore. There's no point in living if I don't see my little sister's smile or her warm hugs. She brings out the big fluffy teddy bear in me like she used to say it's dead now . So I'm taking my life away so I can be with you dad and we can be happy together. Maybe just maybe if I leave Liza will be happy again with no one trying to control her.
I grab the rope and tie it to the fan on the ceiling then I tie the knot and put it around my neck and tighten it up then I kick the chair and I just hang there for a while then I see stars and everything goes black.
Liza Pov
I walk in the house and mom's not there I look at the note on the fridge
Liza: Moms out of town again
No reply
Liza: Hey dickhead I'm home
Still no answer
So I walk to his room and I see him hanging from the fan. I cover my mouth
Liza: RICKY
I try to get him down and I can't so I grab a knife and cut him down. He falls limp in my arms I fall to the floor and lay him on my lap i shake him
Liza: RICKY NO
Liza: RICKY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY
I checked his pulse.. nothing
Liza: NO PLEASE I NEED YOU
I hug him tightly and cry in his limp shoulders
Liza: YOU CAN'T DIE I NEED YOU MOM NEEDS YOU
Liza: Ricky I don't hate you please I need you.
I was to late he was gone. I call the ambulance. The paramedics said there was nothing they could do. I cried harder mom got home the next day
Mom: No my baby boy
She says crying and holding his face
Mom: My baby
We had a funeral for him when they put him in the ground it took will power to not jump in with him.I actually tried to but one of the bike members held me back
Liza: NO NO RICKY PLEASE DON'T GO
I reach out for him like I did when I was little to get a toy that I wanted
I didn't eat I didn't sleep I didn't do anything. I felt empty inside I wish I would have hugged him i try to remember the last time I said I love you or said Good morning or Good night and I can't. I feel so bad for saying I hated him i didn't apologize until the day he hung himself and by then it was to late . He killed himself because I hurt him because he didn't want me to be with David he was protecting me just like dad told him to and I was hard headed i didn't listen. I pushed him away, I pushed away the shoulder I would cry on when someone bullied me, I pushed away the person that would go against mom's rules and get it for me, the one that would buy me something for no reason at all he just bought it. I pushed away MY BROTHER MY BEST FRIEND . I cried harder then I went to his room there was a note on his desk
It said
My dear sister I will always love you (Oh God I'm tearing up) No matter how much you hate me I will love you forever I'm so sorry, sorry for the effect this will have on you. Of course you’ll mourn, but you’ll need to get over it and move on with your own life. Don’t let the fact of my death debilitate you. I think it would be better for both of us if I was gone,but don't worry I will be watching over you like your guardian angel.
Your loving brother
Ricky
I felt like i was hit by a freight train and I had a knot in my stomach. I wish I had a chance to say good bye correctly and hug him. I miss him I miss him so much I fall to the floor on my knees hugging myself. I go to bed and lay in a fetus position.
Sorry for such a short and emotional chapter.
Hope you enjoyed love you Babes 😘😘
