I will Kill for You ( bendy x reader )

13 chapter I'll wait

                                 - 6 weeks later -

Violet told me (y/n) has to recover so she cannot have any visitors because if any worse her stomach wound was she wouldn't of been able to make it..And they wouldn't know anything to do...
Under the cold July sky I'll wait..
I just want her here in my arms it's..I guess you could call it scary.
For you..
I just can't think of having a day without out her here alive... basically getting  a call from violet saying (y/n)..didn't make it..
As the pages of my immortal life roll by..I'll wait..
I want to be able to have a family maybe with her or adopt a child whatever she prefers..I just want her to be happy..
For you...I'm so desperate just to see your face..
I want to see her beautiful and pretty smile..I want nobody else just her..I want her body close to mine..I want to feel her warmth..
Meet me in this broken place..hold me now..I need to feel you..
I just need her now..in my arms...so I know everything will be okay...I sighed and put my face in my hands. I'm so stupid I said to myself then walks I violet all of a sudden " question lover " she said smirking I wish she didn't smirk because it made me remember his inhuman grin and smirk,then my eyes turned red " what do you want to know " I asked normal " sorry to bringthis up but what did the guy look like ? " she asked " well he had purple hair like light purple, purple clothes, peach skin like your's except not pale, and he had like white glowing eyes " I said and violet almost squealed " what ? " I asked  And she hugged me for some reason she seemed excited " that may be my dad or my next senpai " she said seeming happy.
      
                                    - 1 week later -

I still haven't got to see her but violet said (y/n)'s wound has to heal with the stitches and she's lucky if she even gets to see me because her parents weren't going to let her go anywhere by herself when her stitches healed but luckily  (f/n) said something.
Violet also said she may have a chance of not having kids or at least would probably die because your womb grows as the baby does and it would probably kill her if she was pregnant..I mean I wanted to have a child of my own but..adopting would work...just gotta wait.

-2 weeks later -

I started going crazy and a boy that had purple hair or looked like it to me walked in. I walked from where I was hiding in the human form and he looked scared and I loved it " hey there kid "  I said because he looked like he was 16 or 15, he was shaking in fear  " wanna play a game " I said and he just was froze and my eye's glowed red " well I do " I said in a demonic voice and I just started to rip his body in half and his screams just made me love this feeling I haven't gotten to have for awhile. Soon his screams were gone and there was just sounds of flesh tearing and blood  dripping. Oh how I missed this feeling so much. But then..I stopped..I remembered..if I keep doing this...it'll just make me hate myself...And this won't help me with missing her.

Then violet walked in very unusually cheerful I just looked at her questioningly and she noticed " I just invited the guy that might be my dad to stay with me!" She said and I thought about what she said " v-violet. If that guy comes near me I'm going to rip him into shreds " I said sounding worried why I don't know and I don't know why I even care " oh yeah " she said but then her phone rang with the fnaf song " die in a fire " and she picked up her phone and  I just waited for the phone conversation to end. Once she was off the phone she turned to me " that was senpai wanting to hangout but I caught him with a girl so I told him me and him may have to hangout some other time because I'm busy doing something and i was going to kill him but I have to keep my record clean to check on (y/n) at the hospital ". Me and violet talked and hangout but didn't do anything that would be cheating on (y/n).

                              - 3 weeks later violet's pov -

The guy that I think is my dad, arrived and he had purple hair long enough to put in a low ponytail and he had peach skin and I couldn't see his pupils just all white. He was getting his stuff and noticed me standing on my porch of course not showing my neko side and he smirked at me two which I blushed but shook it off. After he got all of his stuff he walked in my house with me following him " I'll show you your room " I said and we walked upstairs and I opened the door to the guest bedroom. He walked in, of course it had a bed,dresser,and night stand. He put his stuff down and flopped on the bed I giggled and he looked at me with a smirk and once again I blushed but shook it off. He turned his head toward the night stand and it had a knife and  I noticed and I quickly grabbed it " s-sorry one of my other guests must've left it " I said " it's okay darling~ "  he said smirking and I was blushing " aww your cute when you blush ~ " he said and got up off the bed and he was taller then me so he lifted my chin up touching my bottom lip with his thumb like he was going to kiss me. He let go of my face and grinned " your so innocent and vulnerable ~ " he said, I forgot to say his voice  sounded raspy but soothing to me.

                            - later same day -
I was downstairs in my kitchen cooking dinner I guess you could say then I felt a aura behind me and then felt arms go around my waist and a warm body up against me I'm used to this since my last senpai stayed here with me. " what are you making cutie ?~ " he asked " dinner basically chicken Alfredo " I said " oh " he said sounding surprised " I forgot to ask what's your name ? " I asked while cooking and his body still on me " my names Vincent ~" he said then I stopped what I was doing and stood froze something ticked in my mind when he said that.
       
                                 - flashback -
I was a 13 or 14 and I had a boyfriend named Vincent and we were friends at first but are friends that we hangout with would joke that were couple when we hangout together but then we decided why not just date and so we did. One day Vincent was over at my house at and he was struggling with depression because personal stuff at home and he wanted to stay at my house for a day so he stayed over. Me and him were talking in my room giggling and talking about funny stuff and he was smiling until his depression hit him "..Hey..umm babe where's your bathroom.? " he asked me not knowing what his thoughts wanted him actually to do I told him where it was " when you walk out of my room it's your right and straight ahead " I said and he got up and went into the bathroom closing the door and sat on my bathroom floor.

                      Trigger Warning for self harm ahead
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He sat on my bathroom floor sighed took out his pocket knife that was in his pocket and opened it with the blade already sharp and rolled up his sleeves and cut across his arm 10 Times of more and then cut his wrist. I heard him yell and I ran into the bathroom almost busting it down and I saw him on the floor sitting and I went over to his arm and saw him bleeding a lot I gasped and cried but tried to stop it by getting a wet rag wiping the blood and wrapping gauze around his arm making sure blood wouldn't bleed through..but it was no use but I screamed for my mom to call the ambulance and she did..and they took him away..after that I never heard from him.
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                         - flashback over -

I turned around toward Vincent and wrapped my arms around him crying into his chest and he was confused but hugged me back " ssshhh " he said and rubbed my back to calm me down and kissed my head. I let go " s-sorry just something tragic happened and I never heard from a boy that I loved a lot with the same name as you " I said turning around to finish cooking while having a sad expression that wasn't visible " it's okay..but umm meeting me in my room when your done " he said sounding serious and kinda concerned.

I finished up cooking and left it there while I went upstairs to Vincent. I knocked on his door and he said come in and I walked in " come here " he said pointing in front of him and I walked over to where he pointed " lift up your sleeves " he said " why ? " i asked " so..i know how many Times you needed me and i wasn't there " he said and I lifted up my sleeves looking away, he looked at my arms seeing my scars and surprisingly he kissed each and everyone. When he knew in was looking he lifted up his sleeves showing scars and  I hugged him " I promise I'll never let you go " he said. We hugged and without me noticing my ears and tail showed up and he quit hugging me and noticed my ears and petted them I purred and froze after noticing what he's touching and what I just did.

My eyes started glowing red and I suddenly had a knife going to plunge it in him but he caught my arm and  shoved me up against a wall and kissed me forcefully and I calmed down and he let go but didn't let go of my arm and he smirked " I can do that to pretty kitty ~" he said .

(A/n: hopefully you liked this chapter don't worry next chapter you'll be home...maybe but until then stay positive not negative because negative thoughts lead to negative actions so stay positive.)