The music I've written

Holes

Feels like a hole in your chest
Thoughts are running through your head
Monsters clawing at your closet door
There is a hole in her heart
That wasn't beating from the start
Because the monsters clawed it out and ate it whole
It's not easy being happy all the time
Getting all your songs to rhyme and sound so good
It's not easy remembering to breath
When tears fall down your cheeks and make you hurt
When did I tell you it's okay to shoot a hole through my bubblegum heart
Why did you think it was ok to play with me until I fell apart
I'm not a doll
I'm not a simple toy for your games
I'm not an object
Pretty sure you begged me to stay
But there's a little hole where my bubblegum heart should be
And I know now you were a jerk just toying with me
But I'm not a doll
I'm not a porcelain toy you can break
Just because my heart is bubblegum
Doesn't give you the right to chew it up and spit it out
There's a hole
Where my fragile heart should be
And now I know
That you were sitting there and toying with me
And I wont let you break
My fragile bubblegum heart
I know I'm not a doll
And I won't let you tear me apart
Not now
And not ever
I'll just take my bubblegum heart
And give it to someone better

Omg this is so bad why did I post it