I stayed home again today because I just didn't want to see anyone today. My dad left for work early that morning so it was just me and Xavien. I got up and walked downstairs for an afternoon snack when Xavien walked into the house.
"Hey!" he said.
"Hey!"
"What's wrong?" I knew he knew because he looked at me those eyes. Those piercing "I want to help you" eyes.
"Oh nothing! Just a little under the weather!" I said feeling the tears coming. Xavien walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I started to break down! I started crying until his shirt was completely wet with all my tears.
"I can kick their ass if you want me to!" He smiled as he said this.
I smiled back to him and said "No it's OK!" I wiped the rest of my tears away and went to my room. I laid on my bed and though I didn't do anything wrong! I don't deserve this! This is all Lacy's fault! STUPID ASS LACY! ...
"Destiny... Destiny!" My father called me from downstairs. I woke up from apparently a nap. I was surprised but I got up and walked downstairs. "What the hell is this?" he yelled.
~ Lioness
I felt so bad about embarassing Destiny like that so I wrote her a note and out it in her locker.
Dear Destiny,
Look I am so sorry about what happened but it had to be done! All those thangs that Lacy said about u were just... like.. unkool and u being like top dog and having all those secrets was just not a ghud image and so this is what had to happen! We can still like be bffs outside of school and stuff if u want but I do have a reputation and I just have to maintain it! O and by the way if we hang out let's make it not so public like in the back of the movie theater and stuff like that! I promise not to make fun of you a whole bunch but this is just something that is out of my hands! This is what the seventh grade demands. I promise not to date Jake or flirt with him but its my advice to break up with him! Just in case... u kno... He breaks up wit u first! I'm sorry for all this but...
Love, Chelsea
I stuck it into her locker after school and walked off. I thought about how much I missed her!
~ Lion
I called up Chelsea to see what was up and invite her over for dinner. I know that the whole Destiny stuff has been on her mind and so I decided to distract her from it. "Yo Babe! What you doin?" I asked.
"Nothing. Walking home!" She said.
"You wanna come over tonight for dinner?" I said.
"Yea! I got to go home and get dressed and then I'll be over to your house. What you doin?"
"Thinking about you!"
"Mmmm! Ok well Ima go so I can go get changed." I heard her walk into the house. Her dad was yelling at the top of his lungs at the t.v.
"Ok babe! See you in a minute!"
~ Lioness
I walked into the house and ran upstairs. My dad was yellling at the game again. He is so annoying! I got dressed. I didn't know if I should dress nice or ... not nice so I just but on some jeans and a tank top. I out a jacket iver so it could be both. I hurried downstairs. "I'm going to Destiny's!" I yelled halfway out the door. My dad came running outside.
"Ok Be careful!" He said smiling. I turned back and smiled. I ran down the street to Nick's. When I got there I waited a moment to catch my breath and then I knocked on the door. Nick answered but he was shirtless. I smilled harder!
"Oh sorry!" He fumbled with the door and the shirt behind it. He's so sweet! He put on his shirt fixed and then opedned the door wider. " Hello my sweetest!" He took my hand and took me to the kitchen.
"CHELSEA!" His mother said. She dropped the pan into the sink and ran over to me. I cringed as it hit the sink. She hugged me really tight and then kissed both my cheeks. I smiled at her and said hi.
"How are you?" His dad said.
"I'm fine! Thank you!" We all sat down at the table and ate. There was barely any conversation during dinner. I don't understand why I come to these but I always end up liking them! After dinner Nick's father left for poker night. We were all sitting on the couch watching t.v. when his mother said somthing quite disturbing. I don't know if she was talking to herself but.....!
"Listen my sweety's I have to go to the store to get ... something! So I'm going to go really quickly! Your father should be home soon!" She said looking at Nick. I smiled at her and said ok. She jumped up from the couch and ran out the house. Nick looked at me.
"What's up?" He said closing in the space in between us. He put his arm around me.
" Nothing." I said changing the channel.
" I meant to do this when you walked in but I forgot!" He said. He gently moved my face so I was looking at him. He kissed me sweetly on the lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and moved closer to him. I closed my eyes as he deepened the kiss. He dropped his arms down to my waist. His hands were cold! He gave me the chills! He started to move and fidget around. We stopped kissing and he picked me up and placed me on the couch so I was laying down. He started kissing me again and slowly moved so he ws hovering above me.
~Dirt
NOTHING has changed!
