4ou tour

Chapter 17

Grayson's pov

I shouldn't have done what I did. I shouldn't have gotten drunk with those girls, I shouldn't have made out with that girl. I should have never acted the way I did.

In the matter of 24 hours, my life has been torn apart. Jess and Logan wouldn't have been as close as they are now unless something was happening before she broke us off. So, I have that to stress about. She keeps rubbing him in my face. I know I fucked up, but do I deserve this?!

Jessica's pov

He deserves this. He broke me into pieces, we have been together for 6 years, I don't understand how he could just throw me away like that. And I have always liked Logan, as a friend because I would never do something like that to Grayson, or anyone. I knew he was jealous of him, but there was never anything for him to be jealous of. Why he did this will never be clear to me. But all I know is that he did it. He doesn't want me anymore and that's fine. I don't deserve this.

"Well, that's all guys, you're free to go, we're leaving first thing in the morning, get back to the hotel and start packing!" The tour director yelled.

"Are you sure your mom won't care if you hang out with us?" I asked Leo again as we walked out to the car.

"I live with my washed up beach blonde roommate​, and she doesn't even care what I do" he said.

"Oh, okay!" I smiled.

We all piled in the Uber and we went to a restaurant where we all sat down, we ate, vlogged, talked and had a good time. When the check came I gave the waitress my card and played around on my phone waiting for it back.

When she came back we all left and Leo, Alissa, Logan, Cameron and I all went up to mine and Alissa's room. They watched TV and continued vlogging, and talking while I started packing. I changed into shorts and a sports bra and packed up everything else in my bags except for sandals and a hoodie. I zipped it up and put it by the door so we can be ready to leave in the morning.

I went in the bathroom and took my makeup off and tied my hair in a pony tail. I brushed my teeth and I got my moisturiser gel out and before I could put it on my face I just looked at my face in the mirror.

With the swollen bags under my eyes, from crying so much you can just see how broken I am. And in my eyes you  could see how torn up my soul is. My eyes started watering up and I took a deep breath and walked out.

"Who's sleeping where? Because I'm tired so if this is going to continue move it somewhere else" I said rubbing the gel on my face.

"Do you want to go hang out with everyone else?" Alissa asked Leo.

"Yeah, cool!" He replied.

"I'll talk to you in the morning, you're staying right?" I asked him.

"Yeah"

"Did you pack Alissa? We leave early tomorrow!" I asked.

"Yeah I packed before the show" She smiled pointing at her bags.

Alissa and I have become really good friends with Leo in just a few hours. So he's definitely not going anywhere.
"Cant you just come to Georgia with us? You should come, I'll buy your ticket!" Alissa said.

He looked at me for confirmation.

"That would be cool!" I added and he smiled in agreement.

"Yeah okay, let's get out of here! Goodnight baby!" Alissa walked up to me, hugging me tight then kissing my cheek.

"Logan, are you going with?" I asked him wiping my wet hands on a towel.

"No, I'll probably just crash in here" He said, looking at me like he was confused.

Alissa and Leo left and I walked past the t.v turning it off. I turned to the air conditioning and made it to like 66° whenever I get a zit or a little breakout on my face I turn the ac down and sleep in the cold, my skin is so weird, when I wake up the next day it's practically gone.

As I walked around the room doing little things to clean up before I went to bed I noticed Logan was staring at me the whole time.

"Why don't you take a picture?" I fake laughed.

"I would rather live in the moment" He replied.

I stayed silent sitting at the end of the bed drinking water out of a little plastic cup.

"Are you okay Jess?" Logan asked.

"Hm?" I looked at him.

"I know today has been quite the day for you, and I want to know if you're okay" He got up and sat next to me.

"Well, put yourself in my shoes." I replied simply.

"Jess I know this is hard for you, trust me I understand how you feel, but you will get through this, I'll make sure of it! I'm here for you no matter what happens." He put his hand on my leg.

There is no way he knows how I feel right now. From what I know, he has never been cheated on. And he sure as hell hasn't been in a relationship half as long as mine. To have every single last memory crushed right in front of your own two eyes is a pain you with never forget in your entire life. So you trust me. If​ I'm going to 'get through this' I don't need your pitty. I know he is genuinely trying to help, but if he can't fully understand where I'm coming from, then it's a waste of his own time. I don't want to argue with him.

"Thanks" I said, keeping the peace.
Logan is the last person I want to argue with right now.

He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into a side hug. I stood up and put my cup on the table and turned off all the lights except for the one Logan left to go sit next to.

"Are you going to bed right now?" He asked putting his phone down.

"Yeah" I replied plugging my phone into the charger. He plugged his in next to mine.

I crawled​ in the bed and burried my face in the pillow. I heard Logan click the light off and felt him crawl into bed next to me. He wrapped his arm around my back pulling me close to him. I looked at as much of his face I could see with the being so dark, and smiled. I'm so glad I have more than one person to help me with this.

"Thank you" I whispered. Putting my hand on the side of his face running my thumb back and forth on his cheek.

He leaned in and kissed me softly and it made me genuinely happy.

I fell asleep in his arms, the happiest I could be on the worst day ever.

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A/N

Haha told ya I was gonna stop making these so long. I hope you guys are enjoying this book. I sure am lol. If you have any suggestions about anything leave a comment, or message me. Thank you guys so much for supporting this stupid fanfic I can't put into words how happy you guys make me. GNN ∆_∆