She's smart and beautiful, but that doesn't mean she's kind.
A sad story how an ungrateful child learns to forgive and love but what if something terrible happens...
will she regret it or her heart will always remain as hard as stone and cold as ic...
Lies... it's all lies... remember your first heart break? Or your first time losing someone you love? Well it hurts. It hurts a lot. some people say "time heals everything" but... it doesn't. Time doesn't heal anything.. It just teaches us how to live with the pain...
Its been two weeks... two freaking weeks and still no signs of improvement. So here i am sitting inside his hospital room.... hoping for the best. I look at the flowers beside him, at his little table, and i cant help but let out a laugh, a laugh that's so full of pain and heart ache. I wasn't even sure if the card was left for him, or for me...
Everyone says that everything's going to get better... but they don't understand the pain that I have been enduring, the hell, and torture that i have had been enduring for the past one year and six months..
I always thought that I was tougher than this, that I could do it. Take on the world and everything that it sends my way alone... but now here I am defeated, sitting across his hospital bed, praying to God and all the saints to make everything ok again...
If you walked up to me a year and six months ago, and told me that this was going to happen, i would have laughed at your face... I was the type of girl who didn't give a sh*t about the world, but now? I would do anything to go back into time and fix everything...
I just sat there staring at the card. Thinking, if its true... if what the card says is true "H.O.P.E : Hold On Pain Ends." I laughed at how pathetic i am crying over a piece of paper... Then again I was pathetic... Am pathetic... maybe she was right. I am just a little girl that's too afraid to admit that she's scared... maybe I am just a scared little girl with no one to talk to, a sad helpless little girl that no one cares about.
Its my fault anyway, for pushing my dad, my brother, Ericka, and Him away. They cared and I shooed them all away like a bunch of animals... and now i'm all alone..
Anyway, I know you guys don't understand, so i'm going to bring this story back to one year and six months ago.
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*Beep Beep Beep*
6:30 am. I rolled over and quickly ran to the bathroom to go and take a shower. I choose my outfit and got ready to leave.
*Nicky's outfit
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I went to my little 8 year old brother Fred's room and screamed "Good morning Freddie!"
But because he is such an good child, he just rubbed his eyes and smiled "Good morning Nicks!"
"Morning booger! You all packed?" i asked pulling him to the kitchen where we ate poptarts.
"Yah.. Just a little nervous, I haven't seen dad in a year." "Me too Fred. Me too."
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Author's Note
Thank you for being patient with me! I have had a MAJOR writers block! but its all gone now! *clapping happily* I'm sorry if this chapter is short i will be adding a longer and better one soo
