Dawon's pov
- Are you in love with Rowoon ?
His question is echoing in my head. Even if I don't love Rowoon that way I don't know why I feel guilty towards Youngbin for making him think that.
- No why ?
-Just askin' y'all seem closer lately
- Obviously we're roommates
- Anyway if something bothers you can talk to me, I'll always be there for you
What's bothering me is you and your sudden romance with her. What does she have that I don't ? I want your love. I know I will never have it but at least you can count on mine forever. That's what I want to answer but instead I say
- Thank you hyung but you don't have to worry I'm just tired
- By the way I'm sorry for snapping at you this morning I don't know I was just stressed
- I don't hold it against you
Without letting go of my wrist he stands up and pulls me in for a warm hug. I feel so secure in his arms. I close my eyes as I wrap my hands around his neck and he does the same with my waist. I could fall asleep in his arms, my heart is beating fast in my chest. But that's not right I have to forget him. He suddenly breaks the hug chuckling
- You're very tired Dawon you almost fell asleep, you should go
Indeed I'm tired but I almost fell asleep in your arms because I felt confortable.
- Yes good night hyung
- Good night Dawon
In my bedroom Rowoon was waiting for me.
- What took you so long ?
- IwaswithwithYoungbinhyungandwetalkedabitheapologizedforthismorningandheaskedifIwasinlovewithyouandhesaidthathewasworriedformeandhehuggedmeIwasfeelingsogoodohgodIlovehimsomuch
- Wow Dawon breathe I don't think you'll be able to break Eminem's record. Wait Youngbin thought you loved me ???
After crying of laughter we decided to sleep, tomorrow will be a long day of practice.
Youngbin's pov
Once Dawon left I still stayed at the same spot. I'm happy he doesn't love Rowoon but that doesn't mean he loves me. Maybe Rowoon loves him and will make Dawon love him. This hug was what I needed. With just one hug he made me feel better than Jimin with a blowjob. I definitely love him. I should go take some rest, I'm working tomorrow.
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24hours later we're coming back from a long day of practise. Our comeback is very soon I can't wait. All day I had to hold myself back from punching Rowoon in the face, who allowed him to be clingy with Dawon. At lunch Jimin called me, I was angry it was exactly what I needed to calm down. We had lunch in a restaurant and we fucked in her car afterwards. Now I am in my room sitting at the desk until I hear a knock on my door
- Come in
The person turns the doorknob and enters the room.
- What happens Taeyang ?
- Hyung I need to talk to you about something
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Stupid in love {WonBin}
FanfictionYoungbin loves Dawon to death but is this love unrequited ? ~