Chapter 1
I thought about calling you all the time but I knew you would just ignore me. I couldn't but help try to hide the fact that I was love with you as if everyone didn't know that already. I cant help but wonder why you would abuse me .. not physically but mentally and emotionally I was broken you shattered me into pieces you dropped me like glass. after all of the pain I went threw I still loved you I was so attached to the point I couldn't see myself with another person.
I cant stop thinking about what happened between us.
I don't wanna love myself I'm praying that you love me ... and its crazy because how could you love another and not love yourself most people would ask where does the self love kick in ? i put you before myself .. you were in my dreams but mostly my nightmares your love was my medicine.
