Good girls wear stilettos

Chapter 3: Sophie's POV

It's hard to be called the slut in the group, it was just one time. Just once and they never forgave me until the past erased their memories.

I guess a bad drunk decision fucks the system.

"Hello Kat and Brandy" I say opening their dorm and walking inside.

"Hey lovely" Kat smiles and finishes curling her cotton candy pink hair "hey there" Brandy raises her hand from beneath her cover and waves.

"Where are youuuu going? To see David?" I tease Kat

"Absolutely not, this beauty is not for him but for me" she blushes "crap! I'm late for class, better run!" Kat said running out her door picking up her cat bag and running out the door.

I smile and turn to Brandy who is still under the sheets "can I talk to you?" I need someone to talk to" I say

"Look Sophie" Brandy moaned as she tried to get up "if its because of last week, you know, me and Leah hearing you have sex then its no big biggy, its all good man" she laughed and patted my shoulder.

"Its not that, it's about Ryker" I said examining Brandy's facial expression "what about him?" She sighed.

"I just wanted to tell you this because your my friend and no one seems to understand me, everyone seems to look upon me as a slut" I look down.

"Ryker isn't exactly the good boy you should be messing with, I heard Leah talk about that with GiGi and I don't want you to get involved in bad stuff" I say.

" we'll no matter if I try to run away from trouble, trouble always finds me" Brandie raised her eyebrow.

"Okay, Ryker and Emire are in some type of drug dealing stuff, he's not safe, he's not honest, he's not loyal." I say looking for a reaction.

"What do you mean? Explain please because I clearly don't understand" Brandy said.

"I'm ashamed to even say this, it's embarrassing" I say digging my face in my hands " he made me fall in love with him, he promised me the world and the moon, he said I was the only one!" I growled. "Hey, hey calm down" she said putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Whatever happened its okay to tell me, I'm not going to judge you" brandy said giving me a consoling smile.

"Ryker has always been a flirt always sleeping around with any girl he desires but with me he said I was different he said he loved me and do everything for me. I loved him as we'll so I gave him my virginity, I sometimes think to myself back to that day that all he wanted was just that and my money, it didn't take him that long to go back to his normal self, he gets what he wants that cheating lying ass wipe!" I say beginning to cry and suddenly I feel Brandy's arms around me and her whispering to me "I'm sorry".

"That's why I slept with so many guys to wash away the pain, forget him that I ever loved him" I say.

"Do you still love him?" Brandy asked.

"I don't know" I look down, when all of a sudden Leah burst out from the door and yells "PARTY AT RYKER'S HOUSE! Get dolled up!" Then leaving, I don't think she knew I was there.

"Are you going?" I ask Brandy and she replied quickly"no, it was nice having this conversation with you" she smiled.

I leave her room and go and find Kat sitting inside the library reading one of her non- fiction books and I sit in front of her.

"Hey there Sophie, what's happening?" She smiles sweetly.

"Party at Ryker's house if you wanna go" I say.

"Oh I know, Leah and Gigi texted me earlier, did you get the text?"

"No, not yet" I say checking my phone.

"We'll if you want the times then I can forward the message" she giggles.

"That would be very sweet of you" i tell Kat.

Later that night, around 12:00 am I wake up to notice everyone has left for the party except Brandy and myself.

"For fuck sake" I whisper to myself and pick up my clothes, run towards the doors dressing myself as I ran outside.

Getting there in one piece was the hardest part, like always Ryker's parties are the craziest parties, I noticed that this one must have gotten out of hand because his house what trashed, lamps broken and mysterious blood stains on the carpet.

I meet up with Gigi who must have know what happen, I tapped her shoulder and she turns around not only exposing her frightened, ghost white face.

"Hey what happened and where's Ryker, the host of this party?" I ask her.

"Uhm well" she said looking down "Leah is with Emire right now and Ryker fought this guy because he was being rude to some girl" she said paranoid. "Are you okay?" I say.

"Yeah absolutely" she smiles.

"Okay, we'll then I'm going to look for Ryker now" I say taking a margarita and taking a sip.

"No you can't!" Said Gigi looking extra suspicious.

"Why can't I? What is he doing?" I say looking around.

"I'm not going to let you slut yourself around to him" Gigi voice went serious and my heart dropped

"fuck you!" I yell at Gigi and walked right through her and finding myself with a jaw dropping scene. I couldn't believe my eyes, my world suddenly turned into a whirlpool.

It can't be.

I shall, I can't and I won't believe it.

Ryker who's knuckles were bloody and Brandy kissing outside his room, passionately.

No this can't happen.