The Good Girl(Odell Beckham Jr. Love Story)

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Odell sat up quickly
Odell: wait what?
Me: I-I was raped
He sat there in silence
Me: it was my freshman year and I went to a party
*flashback*
These dorms are so nice. I'm nervous asf bc I've never been to a party before. But Tasha is dragging me here
I had on a tight purple dress and black heels.
Tasha: body is banging baby
Me: you know it
I walked in and there were so many players there. They are so big up front. Kinda scary.  But I sat down while Tasha tweaked and acted crazy. I was bored asf. As I'm sitting there a random guy came up to me with the prettiest curly hair, brown skin, about 6'4 and built. He sat down
Guy: you look bored?
Me: a lil*chuckles* first party
Guy: ohh ok. You must be young
Me: I'm a freshman
Guy: ahhh I'm a senior
Me: ohh ok.
Guy: you want some Pepsi?
Me: yeah sure
He went to get me a cup of Pepsi. He brought it back and sat down next to me
Me: thank you
I drunk it fast bc I love Pepsi so much
20 minutes later
I was feeling loopy and weird and next thing I know I go to sleep.
I wake up and I feel someone on top of me and I feel a pain. I'm a virgin. I'm too weak to try to stop it. I look around and there is 7 other guys in the room. I loose consciousness again.
About 30 minutes later.
I wake up and everyone is gone and I had blood all in between my legs.
I started crying and I cried and cried. I finally got myself together and limped to the bathroom in the room and cleaned myself up. There was so much cum in me. I tried to wash off all of them off of me but I felt like I couldn't. I was so sore and felt broken. I got myself decent and went to survivor mode. I tried to figure out where I was and how to get back to my dorm. Tasha texted me and asked if I was home. I just lied and said yes bc I didn't want to talk about it. I luckily wasn't far from my dorm. I got there and laid In bed and cried.

*present*
Me; *crying* I cut myself several times and I stopped bc I found out I was pregnant. To this day I don't know who his father is. The guys graduated. I haven't told anyone bc I'm embarrassed and scared of what happened. I tell everyone it's a guy I hooked up with drunk. I was gang raped and I don't know who zion's father is.
I catch my breathe and fall into Odell's chest.
I look up and he's crying as well
Odell: j never will hurt you. I love you. You don't have to do anything ever if you don't want to. I love you so much
Me: I was a good girl who got her innocence taken.
Odell: you still are a good girl and person. You are a great mother and great person and student. I love you and I want you to be my girl. I want to take care of you and love you. Please let me. I'm begging
Me: yes Odell I will be your girl but I'm telling you I have baggage.
Odell: I love you
Me: I love you more
He kissed my for head and we cuddled on the couch rest of the night

I wrote this chapter bc my mother is also I victim of rape and I want you guys to know you aren't alone and if you need to talk to someone I'm here for you always❤️