Do you remember?

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Dear Haneul,

I remember it all.
I remember all the memories even if 5 years have passed.

I don't know what to say first actually.

I am pretty sure I loved you first Haneul,
I loved you first when I saw the serious eyes of yours at the class.

I remember,
I was sobbing as much as you.
I remember,
I was heartbroken just like you when you said me and Minji would be a cute couple back in the literature lesson.

I remember,
I was expecting you to help me with Maths when I walked over to your table at the luchtime.

I remember stalking you to your home everyday,
making sure that you arrive safe.
I remember that day when you were running back to home in tears.
I remember,
I stayed all night there,
in front of your house,
hearing your sobs.
I remember,
I couldn't take it anymore and texted you to get your ass out.

I remember how fake I felt because I couldn't break my best friends heart.
I remember how I wanted to scream that I loved you when I told you that Jungkook had a crush on you.
I remember how hard I had to hold back my tears when you said you had a crush on him too.

I remember how weak your body looked when I took you to your home after your moms funeral.
I remember telling you to get back to yourself.
I remember telling you to get back to the tough Haneul I knew while I played with your hair.
I remember trying my best to cook because I knew you didn't eat a meal all day.
I remember how I didn't want to leave you the next morning.
I remember how I wanted to get back in the bed and sleep with you.

I remember the prom.

I remember seeing Jungkook steal your first kiss on the dance floor as the audience go crazy,
chanting.

I remember how angry I was so that I let the words out of my mouth and broke Minji's heart.
I remember that I told Minji that I never liked her and never would.

It was because of you,
stupid.

I loved you from the first time I saw you.

I was jealous,
I was wrong,
I was stupid.

You did nothing wrong Park Haneul.

I accept your apologies and give you another chance.

I am sorry,I couldn't do it Haneul.Can you accept my apology and give me another chance?