Love? // H.G

Prologue

••• WARNING THE FOLLOWING INVOLVES SEXUAL ABUSE •••

"IM SORRY I REALLY AM!" I'm fed up with so much fear, nothing but fear. I'm bleeding. I'm losing my hearing in one ear. I think a rib is broken. Along with an arm. I can barely breathe. My brothers laying there lifeless and I couldn't do anything about it. Why? I'm weak, worthless, stupid, and probably next.

"SHUT THE HELL UP YOU SLUT, STRIP RIGHT NOW!" There it was, my worse nightmare. He's touched me before, only with a knife to my throat. But I already know what's coming next. Fate is a bitch, cause this is obviously mine.

"Daddy please don't do this." Tears were falling faster than ever, tasting saltier than ever. There it was, the force. He pushed me so hard I fell back on the floor only a few feet away from my brothers dead body. Slapped me. Punched me. Beat me. Then stripped me.

"You were bad, way to bad. Bad girls get consequences, this is your consequence." There he was, forcing himself onto me. Never would I be strong enough to get away. Never would I be fast enough. I deserve this. This is all my fault.

Ow. This hurts like hell. I can't help but scream. I'm only bringing more pain onto myself. I can't help but choke on my tears. Why? Why next to my brother? Dead or alive. Why?

"HEY LOOK AT ME!" Ouch. He just grabbed my face pretty hard there. "YOU SEE HIM, YOU SEE YOUR BROTHER, YOU DID THAT TO HIM. HE IS LIKE THAT BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU ARE WORTHLESS."

The sound of him grunting is giving me nightmares. Why would my father do this to me? Worthless or not. Out of all my luck I get stuck with a drug addict mom who overdoses and dies, and a drunk father who comes home and beats me to his pleasure. I'm losing too much blood, I feel woozy. You will not let him take advantage of you again. You will not.

a/n - hi so this is a pretty rough start to the story but it gives you some background on Josephine and what she's been through, this is all fanfiction none of this ever happened. i hope you all will love the story!