BTS OneShots

I Need U

(A/N) - This is going to be a oneshot (obviously) but I will quote the lyrics of 'I need U' then there will be a part of the story referring to the quote. I won't quote the whole song but this is just something I thought of doing

Warning : This has mentions of thoughts of self harm.

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Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything),
scattering apart
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything),
falling

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"She doesn't love me hyung, what's the point of living?" Jimin asked jin. "Jimin, your life is too precious to give up!" Jin nearly yelled.

"She doesn't love me. I am not good enough for her. I am not good enough for the world." Jimin continued. "SNAP OUT OF IT JIMIN!" Jin screamed.

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Because of you, I’m becoming ruined
I wanna stop, I don’t want you anymore
I can’t do it, this sucks
Please don’t give me any excuses

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"You are messing me up! You are runing my life with your lies!" Jimin yelled to the girl he loved. "Jimin, I do love you." She lied.

"I don't want your lies! I don't want your fake love! I want this to all end!" Jimin screamed, pulling his hair.

"Jimin stop!" She yelled. "I can't do this, I can't live like this." Jimin whimpered. "I love you, jimin." She lied again in an attempt to stop jimin.

"STOP WITH YOUR LIES!" he screamed, pushing her away. "I just didn't want to fall for you." She said. "Excuses." He whimpered.

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You can’t do this to me
All of the things you said are like a mask
It hides the truth and rips me apart
It pierces me, I’m going crazy, I hate this
Take it all away, I hate you

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"JIMIN STOP ALL THIS! I'M NOT WORTH IT! I SAID I LOVE YOU!" She screamed in another desperate attempt to save jimin from himself.

"It all lies. You don't love me." He repeated over and over. "You're ruining me with your lies!" Jimin snapped. "Jimin, I care for you, please stop." She begged with tears in her eyes.

"I hate you."

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I’m sorry (I hate u)
I love you (I hate u)
Forgive me

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"Jimin, I l-" "don't lie to me, I beg you." He pleaded. "I'm so sorry jimin." She whimpered.

"I hate you, I hate you more than I thought possible." He started, she teared up at his words. "But no matter how much I hate you, I always love you more and it's slowly killing me." He finished.

"I'm so sorry." She repeated. "I forgive you."

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I need you girl, you’re beautiful
I need you girl, you’re so cold

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"You're so beautiful." Jimin said. "You always tell me that." She replied. He chuckled weakly.

"But your so cold. You pretend to love me and it's all fake, we both know that." He added. "I want to keep you safe." She defended.

"Lies only hurt me more. You are killing me without meaning too."

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It goes round & round, why do I keep coming back
I go down & down, at this point, I’m just a fool
Whatever I do, I can’t help it
It’s definitely my heart, my feelings
But why don’t they listen to me
I’m just talking to myself again (talking to myself again)
I’m just talking to myself again (talking to myself again)
You’re not saying anything, please, I’ll treat you well
But the sky is blue (the sky is blue)

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"Why do I keep coming back to you?" Jimin rhetorically asked her. "I love you jimin." She said for the nth time.

"I love you too." Jimin replied, accepting the confession he knew was fake.

She was satisfied, he said it back. She thought he was fine, she thought it was okay to leave him. She was wrong.

He comforts himself becuase she left him for good. Not even a friend anymore, just a memory. She was gone.

He can't get her back. His love ruined it.

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Girl, just tell me you wanna break up
Girl, just tell me it wasn’t love
I have no courage to say that
Give me my last gift
So I can’t ever go back to you

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She came back after hearing he got worse. His first words shocked her.

"Tell me you hate me, end us. I'm too weak to."

"Jimi-" "tell me it was all fake. Tell me the truth now."

"It was fake and I don't love you." She admitted the harsh truth. "Thank you." He whispered.

She then made the worst mistake the could have ever made. She left him alone.