Alone.

Chapter 1

A/N: This is my first boyxboy ever... Please no hate! 

Alone. That's how I feel. That's until I met Marjorie. Marjorie made me feel loved and because of that amazing and spectacular feeling, my life gradually became better. However, our friendship came to an unfortunate end. We argued and fought for a while and then everything just stopped. We didn't share the usual conversation, meet up at the small park near our school, laugh together at some random joke we found on the Internet, it all just ended.

The only place I feel sane and happy now is the forest. This forest calms me and allows me to feel free and relaxed. It's a spectacular thing for me and I honestly love it.

This forest is where I turned to after my parents passed away after the fatal accident that only spared me. Then I stopped going when I met Marjorie, but now I'm puzzled and confused. I'm no longer happy and I basically don't feel. This feeling is fairly similar to the feeling I got after the accident.

I don't feel the need to eat, sleep, and all the other basic needs my body needs accomplished in order for my body to function. I can't sleep because of the nightmares or the numerous thoughts and what ifs. I can't eat because now I just don't feel hungry. 

I have became malnourished and empty. My face looks empty. It's as if I'm a walking zombie.

I started cutting again, on my legs for the most part. I don't want them to see. I don't want them to think I'm a freak when that's basically what I am. 

Summer is now coming to an unsettling end and school is going to begin soon. School my personal hell. I look up at the peaceful sky. The sun is beginning to set. My body needs food. I force myself to get up from the cold dirt ground and walk slowly back "home".

My house is small and empty. I'm the only one who resides there, but I only go there to eat, sleep, etc. Besides that, I'm usually caught in the forest. Whether I be looking at the clouds, pondering, or crying, I'm usually there, because that's where I feel safe and at home.

When I reach the front steps that lead to my house, I take the keys out and slowly walk up to the front door. I unlock it and enter this hell hole.

It's dead silent except for footsteps. No one to talk to, nothing to do, it's dead.

I check myself in the mirror. My brown hair is over my brown eye, my face is a bit dirty from the woods, my green and black flannel looks fine with my gray shirt, and my black jeans look nice with it as well.

I go into the kitchen and make myself a small yet satisfying sandwich and eat it. I look out of the window and look at the setting sun. After I finished eating, I cleaned the dishes and the walked back outside my house and slowly make my way back to the forest.

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I lay down on the damp forest floor as cold refreshing air gently hits my face while I gaze at the astonishing site of a glistening full moon that shines through the trees in the most peaceful way. This is the perfect site for the noise of the forest. The forest is fairly quiet except for the sounds of the nocturnal creatures that roam the forest with me.

I check my phone and notice it's getting really late. I get up and make my way back "home".

On my way back, my ears begin to pick up a suspicious sound. I decide to walk towards it... but then it stopped. I  turn around and listen and after I do my body tenses up unexpectedly. I turn around and there it was...

A/N: whatcha think??? hmm... I know it's short, but I guess it's kind of a filler chapter, but it leads up to the next thing and yeaaaa... well I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter :D