Stare at the ceiling,
eyes open,
it's far past midnight.
Everyone
sleeping.
No one knows.
You're the only one awake.
Faint light
through the window.
The moon is full
The only beauty at the moment.
Your head
it's buzzing.
It won't stop thinking
It won't stop.
"Please!"
You beg
"Please, stop!"
You know its hopeless.
Because you've tried before.
You try every night.
And every night,
You fail.
