moving on | k.sj

#17

Jimin's POV

"Aish why is this hyung not answering my calls?" I ran my hand through my hair in irritation. It was already 2pm and he couldn't still be sleeping. He couldn't that tired from yesterday's excursion, could he?

"Lets go visit him." Taehyung suggested and we all got ready. I was locking the door as Jungkook asked, "Don't you find something a little weird with Jin hyung lately? I mean, he has been quite serious."

"At least he doesn't tell his dad jokes anymore." Hoseok said with a chuckle.

"Don't be so mean to your hyung." Yoongi slapped his back, but I knew he felt the same way inside too.

"If you all are going to talk all day I'm leaving on my own." Namjoon turned to look at us before making his way to the car.

On the way to Jin's house, we were laughing our heads off as Hoseok hyung and Jungkook started to dance to girl group songs.

"Jungkook do it again!" I said trying to catch my breath.

"Yah! Keep it down behind there! Someone is trying to sleep here!" Yoongi hyung shouted. We tried to keep quiet but could not stop snickering to ourselves.

"How does Jin hyung deal with you kids..." Yoongi mumered and tried to get into a comfortable position to sleep.

After a few minutes, we reached his house.

"Hyung! Why are u still sleep-" I felt the air drain from my lungs. Jin hyung... He...

"What ha-" Jungkook approached me but kept quiet after seeing Jin. He knelt down next to him and sobbed.

"Hyung! Don't leave me now! Wake up... jebal..." Taehyung shook Jin as hard as he could but to no avail, he ended up crying too. Jungkook buried his face into his hands and cried even harder after seeing Taehyung behave like this.

"Jin... he cannot be dead." Namjoon said with disbelief.

"You pabo! I'm sure someone with a high IQ of yours should know that he's dead! He's dead Namjoon!" Hoseok hyung started to tremble.

"And... he's never coming back." Yoongi stuttered.

I have never seen us in this state before, emotional. Even our leader ended up crying, he never showed his weak side, he never had and never should. We were always strong, but that was when Jin hyung was here...

I saw a stack of papers on his bedside table. Curious, I went to read it's contents, but it only make my heart drop. Cancer... he had cancer this whole time. He was suffering on his own. He didn't share his pain with us. He shouldn't be lying there, hopeless.

Underneath those medical reports was a letter labelled "To BTS". Tears started to stream down my face as I read it. I couldn't take it anymore.

I dropped down to the floor beside him. Holding his cold hand tightly, I weakly said, "Hyung... why did you have to leave us like this?"