Freshman Year (A Zayn Malik Fan Fiction)

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Hope you enjoy this chapter!

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Zayn's POV

Elizabeth has been mad at me for about a week and I really miss hanging out with her. She is so funny and incredibly sweet. I mean I have realized over the week that I definitely have feelings for her but definitely not love. At least I think. She said she loves me before I even asked her out. Plus I haven't even gotten to ask her out cause every time I try and ask her to hangout and talk to either declines and says she can't or that the hangout I wanted to take her to she was already there. We go back to school in three days, Thanksgiving was yesterday we go back to school in two days and tomorrow is Friendsgiving. I am sure Elizabeth will look flawless like always I wanna ask her out soon I was suppose to do it a few days ago but she was declining my offers to go out. She has mainly been hanging out with Louis, Harry and, Leigh they are definitely her best friend's here. She was crying to me one night about her friends back home and how they all don't talk anymore and how Dinah is dating a boy that she had a thing with. I felt bad I mean what if Louis started to date Perrie I would be so mad even if I am over her.

Text Messages  

'Wanna hang out? I really need to talk.'

'Can't'

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And again I am declined. 

Text Messages

'Are you going to Friendsgiving?'

'Ya'

'I can pick you up if you need me to.'

'Harry is taking me'

'Oh...'

Typing

'I can meet you at Micks in 30 minutes.'

'Great I'll see you then.'

I really can't believe she said is going to see me but I am gonna take it. But I can't ask her out or else she'll think it's out of pity and it's not. I wanna date her I really do but I think that 'love' she felt for me is long gone. I mean ya perrie is the love of my life I mean I pictured a life with her. A white picket fence with kids and a dog but then I screwed it all up. I mean I will always love her she was the love of my life but now I have moved on and so has she. When it came out I did mean it she WAS the love of my life but I have moved on. I really hope she forgives me. I can fall in love with her I know I can I just have to wait I need to know her more. 

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"Thank you for agreeing to finally see me." I was right she looks like a literal angel she looks perfect.

"Ya of course."

"What can I get you to?" I love Micks, I use to go here all the time with the guys and Perrie this was where I took her on our first date. I still remember what she got. She hated it. 

"I'll just have water, thanks."

"Large fries and two chocolate milkshakes."

"So what do you want to talk about?"

"What I said..."

"Zayn I really don't care, I was hungover and tired."

"I didn't mean it, I mean I sort of did, She was the first love of my life and I really care about her I always will but, I am not in love with her anymore. I moved on. I really like you Liz I really do I just don't know if I am in love with you yet. I'm just so confused."