Loving John

Chp 1: First Day Back

I woke up,my hair sticking to my face.Panting i sat up touching my forehead,i had that stupid dream again..The one where i was running through the forest and HE was there,he was there again..dont ask who he is,cause i dont even know...

"WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UPPPPPP!"my alarm screamed..i reached over smacking it and groaned stretching and getting out.Summer break was over unfortunately.Just like every other friggen girl i stated that i would lose weight and come back looking fine as hell senior year,pfft..well that obviously didnt happen.

I guess if you were to label me ,id be with the quiet kids ,Sort of.Im quiet ,but i wont take shit from No one,anyone who pisses me off will never forget the day they did.

Today was the first day of senior year for me,at Swanson High.Whoopie right?...

Not...

"LILY ! " my mother rang from down stairs,i sighed finished getting ready for the day,and then went downstairs to the table..

"What."i stated,more of a complaint then a question.

i sat down and drank some orange juice..she gave me a look..if you havent noticed already,i am NOT a morning person,thats for sure...And worse is im not  close to my mother at all.

ever since she divorced my dad and already found a new weed smoking,alcoholic younger boyfriend,ive been holding a grudge.

but ill tell you about that later...

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I ran into the hallway ,hurrying to the office for my schedule " Shit! Shit! Shit!" i cursed under my breath."OW"i yelled slamming into something,and falling right onto my ass..i sighed at all my stuff scattered everywhere.

"Opps,oh,hey Lils,hows it goin?maybe you should watch where your going,people are trying to walk here you know.."josh smirked at me.

"what.the.hell josh!"i yelled,i grabbed my stuff and rammed into his shoulder with my own moving past him.. "Ass hole"..i kept walking faster and soon enough turned the corner.

"frisky now are we!"he yelled after me with a laugh.

Ugh...to say the least,Josh Fields is my exboyfriend..we dated for a year,and we were friends afterwards..but lately ever since he got a new girlfriend,hes been treating me like shit...and so has his girlfriend.Why? I will never know,maybe its because he doesnt want me to get over him,which im almost accomplishing at the momment..and he knows it.

I grabbed my schedule from the woman at the desk and looked at the classes:

1.Advanced placement:Drawing 2

2.AP:Dance 3:All

3.AP:Music 2

Lunch

4.Dance Fine Art 1:Ballet

5.Advanced Placement:Painting 2

Did i mention,Swanson High was a private Art school?Yea.I know.

I yawned hugely walking down to my first period,i already was late,but i reallly dont care.

I knocked on the door,a tall thin man with red hair opened it,and gave me a grinn and said

"and you must be..."waiting for me to finish his sentence

"Lily Roseline"...i said awkwardly in the hallway still.

He laughed and let me in and introduced me to the class and i headed to the back of the class room

"hey what the-"I hit the floor with a thud..a foot had been out in the row ,and tripped me..

"Oppsy...someones not very graceful for  a Dancer..you should work on that" a very squeaky girly voice said ,she giggled.i got up slowly ,"Shut it bitch or youll be having to get even More work done on your face..you highpitched barbie"i spat ,and gave her a small smile "like,toodles.."i said imitating her.."beotch"

i went and sat down ,a couple of guys laughed at her and she scoffed turning around.i rolled my eyes,they are as typical as they come here..unless you look good enough,you may not find the good people here at this school.for example ,Thomas..Thomas Thomas ..i reached over poking my partners shoulder as he slept heavily on the desk..thomas and i have been best friends since..well..forever ago..he was always sleepy during the day,because he stayed up most of the night,doing what,i dont know..

I sighed giving up and put my head on the desk also as the teacher told the class about himself and what to expect in the year.

After school i drove to the gas station,i unscrewed the tank and was waiting while it filled up,i stared at my signature soft black boots.Bad Girlfriend was playing out of my cars stereo.I was singing along to it with a smile..music is probably the only thing that made me happy..

I heard a loud motor run and  ride up to the spot next over ,on the other side of my spot.i noticed the black and metallic red motercycle on the other side..the rider got off ,he wore tight skinny grey jeans,and a black leather jacket..he turned his head to look at me,i couldnt see his face because he still had his helmet on..i shuddered..he turned and went inside to pay.i slowly followed afterwards ,he had a nice butt..ha if i do say so from what i can see.i tried not to laugh at my thoughts..

I went over to the fridge to grab a Vanilla Coke,i smirked as he was already there and grabbed the last one..oh,i dont think so.

"Excuse me,thats mine." i said crossing my arms,holding my ground.

"Maybe next time."i heard a deep voice,with a strong british accent bellow out from the helmet..he waved the coke bottle in my face and started to walk away.

"ever heard of ladies first you ass" i said bitterly grabbing some gum.

he shrugged ignoring me. what a jerk! then again half the freaking male population sums that word up.the sad part was,i wasnt gonna be leaving this small town in California for awhile..

I walked out to my car,the motorcycle sped off down the road..rolling my eyes.I turned the key unlocking the door and got in,i looked over in the seat,the vanilla coke was laying there  in the passenger seat.I wouldve understood if the window was down,but they were all up..and my car was locked...

 Wasn't it?