The Best Summer (Nash Grier)

Chapter 4

Nash's POV

Its been a week. A week since we kissed. It was the best kiss ever. It felt like we were a perfect match but she wouldn't like me. I mean I don't like her like that. I mean she is beautiful like an angel... Perfect. Dakota doesn't like me anyway.

It's just Hayes and I in our shared room. He is just staring off into space. I wonder what he is thinking.

Hayes looks at me randomly and says " I'm going to ask out Dakota are you okay with that?" My heart dropped. She is 15 and he is 14. That is weird right ??! I don't know why my heart dropped it's not like I like her.

"It's fine" I lied

It's not fine. She is only mine. She is my best friend. She is just mine. I can't do it. I have to stop lying to myself. I have to tell Hayes.

" I'm so sorry Hayes. It's not fine. She is my bestfriend and I know how you are with girls. You play girls all the time. Anyway she is older then you and it would be wierd." I let it all out " and why would you even what to date her anyway you never even gave her  a second glance before?"

" To be honest i think you like her so I wanted to test you. When you said 'It was fine' I knew you were lying im not stupid Nash."he explained

"First I dont like her and even if I did its not like she would like me. She goes for the the "hot" boys. Why would you even think I would like her honestly she is very pretty but its not like im gonna date her." I was starting to rethink what i was saying because I think I might like her. This cant be happening! She is my best friend and I cant ruin that! what if i tell hayes and he tells her. 

I need to calm down. 

"What ever you say man, I still think you like her you should see the way you look at her. You look at her like she is the only girl in the whole world. I have never seen you look at your girlfriends like that. Not even one......." he stops "Nash I know that face. That is 'I wanna tell you but I dont want to' face. tell me." I sigh. He knows me way to well.

"Hayes seriously I dont know how I feel about her. The kiss we shared, it was the best kiss I have ever had. I just dont understand. I know im a player but I wouldnt play her if I dated her. Hayes you have to help me. I think I might like her but i dont know if this is just forced or real or just a small crush!" I run my fingers through my hair. I just want to scream. Honestly I hate myself for feeling this way. I dont even wanna feel this way.

If i tell her it can go 2 ways. One way everything can go great. She could like me back or it could go horriible. She could not like me back and honestly I dont wanna find out.

"Okay man Ill help you. Dont worry i got you."

IM SO SORRY i really have no reason why i didnt update butttttttttttttt i will try to update more like once a week????? ill try