My legs are perched up and resting on the cashier counter of the gas station. Thoughts roaring around in my head as I stare blankly at an old issue of Vogue.
Hey lady... hello?
I pretend to not hear him and continue to read the same word for the hundredth time.
Hey I'm a customer come on
I lower the magazine and look at him with my eyebrow raised waiting for him to tell me what he wants.
I need the keys to the washroom, you mind?
Right, here you go.
I might need a hand in there, you offering?
What a prick, I grab a few candies from the jar and chuck them at him as he laughs and runs out. Anger taking over and then a wave of frustration and annoyance runs over me. I walk over and collect the candies. I watch the clock as I bend down to clean the mess I made. My shift is over. I turn the sign over to close and throw the candies out before grabbing my jacket and keys.
AT HOME...
I lay in my bed after my shower and I feel sleep take over me as my eyelids get heavy.
~ Dream/Flashback~
I sat in class listening to the professor talking about how physics work.
I got up after the bell rang.
I walked out and into the corridors. I walked to my dorm and sat in my bed. "Hey bestie." I smiled at the stupid little voices Lucy would make. I sat up and changed into my pyjamas.
"Hey there's a party today Harry and Jared are gonna be there. " She said looking through her closet.
"Bae you know I don't like your boyfriend." I said almost puking at the sound of his name. "Harry's not that bad of a guy and your boy toy is gonna be their too." She said lifting out some designer Louboutin's from the top shelf. "One Jared is not my boy toy he's my boyfreind two I have nothing to wear."
She shrugs her shoulders and sits down. "The party's at six."
"No way that's like in 1 hour! "
I said quickly rushing to get my self a good dress. "No, stop this is the dress your wearing to day. " Lucy said as she threw it at me. It was a red dress. And it was short. She nodded at me, signalling me to go try it on. "Oh my god you look like a sexy devil." Lucy said as I tried pulling it down on it so my but wouldn't fall out. "I'm not-" I got cut off by the door.
The door swung open and stood there was Harry and Jared. Whistles came from both of them as they saw me. "Shut up!" I said as I grabbed my leather jacket and slipped it on. I felt Jared's hands snake around my waist as he kissed my neck.
I grabbed my red Louboutins and walked out hand in hand with Jared.
A few hours had passed and I was talking to some of my friends from chem class. I looked around for Lucy. I saw Harry but I didn't wanna ask. "Have you seen Lucy? " "no I haven't. " he said half drunk. The smell of his breath sent shivers down my spine. I walked around and looked through every room Harry followed me. I opened a door to see a couple in bed. "Oh I'm so sor-" the faces turned as I stared, frozen, tears stinging the corner of my eyes. Harry stood next to me. " I took a deep breath and stormed out as anger and betrayal surged through me. I got to my dorm and started balling my eyes out. The door swung open as two figures appeared. "Get the fuck out."
I said throwing my pillow at the door Lucy walked in and so did Jared. "I'm sorry Stacey I didn't know he was Jared my vision was blurry and I thought it was harr-" "don't lie you fucking whore." My face turned to the door to see Harry's tear stained face. "I loved you. I loved you a lot and this is what you do you sleep with my best friend. " Harry said his eyes dark. "Jared I think you should just leave. " Harry said. "No you guys stay I'll just go." I said as I got up and walked to the door "I'll come by to get my things. " I said and ran to the boys dorms. I stood there knocking on the door. The door opened and Niall stood there with is lilac hair. "Hey stace what's up." He said but his smile faded right when he saw my eyes. "What happened come in. "I'll tell you after, but is Zayn here?" I said wiping my cheeks. "I'm right here. " he said. Niall moved out of the way and I ran through the door way . He stood up and looked at me he spread his arms wide I hugged him as I let out all the pain. My tears stained his plaid shirt. "Shh it's okay tell me what happened. " "Zayn I loved him and...... he, he slept with my best friend.. I caught them together. Zayn how could he do this to me" I said more tears rushing down my face.
