"I'm just gonna go." I said as I grabbed my back and walked past Harry and Zayn. What the fuck was I thinking I was do disgusted by myself as I thought of all the things I did and the thing I just did in there with him, but the worst thing is that I responded to his kiss by kissing him back and he was engaged an almost married man and I was making out with him. I entered my apartment when I saw my apartment a mess, Niall and Gracie both in the middle of it. I face palmed my self as I sped walked to my room. "You guys better clean up cause I have to go to work tomorrow and straight to the strip club. " "Okay." they said followed by a few giggles. I shut the door to my room, threw my bag across the room and took off my costume dress off, slipped out of my heels and gathered my hair into a bun. I'm just gonna take a shower tomorrow. I grabbed my sweats and lose TNA top I bought from Canada and slipped into them. I jumped into the bed slipping into the covers, I switched the lamp off and layer in bed till my eyes got heavy and shut completely.
I opened my eyes to a bright room, I got up and sat in bed as I checked my Instagram and Twitter. I woke up before my alarm, I put my phone back on charge and walked to my closet grabbed a black blouse and a pair of high waisted skinny khakis. The washroom awaited me so I quickly took a shower and did all my stuff that needed to be done, I finished up in the bathroom and sat on my bed doing nothing but admire the View of LA. I grabbed my phone and blasted pills&potions, I sat there while the music played at full blast as I had nothing but Harry In my mind. The events from last night replayed in my head, the way he kissed me... I let him kiss me.... I kissed him back.
I was snapped out of my thoughts as my alarm rang. I got up turned the alarm off and walked to my kitchen to get some cereal. I grabbed my cinnamon toast crunch and poured it in a bowl, I opened to fridge to find it empty no milk no food no cereal. I was really hungry and no store would be open this early in the morning so I decided to knock on Harry's door for some milk. I didn't really care if I was disturbing him, he opened the door and stood there in his boxers and messy hair. He rubbed his sleepy eyes and yawned as he stretched. "I needed some milk." I refused to look at him so I looked down at the floor. "Are you asking me for some milk or the floor?" his voice was tiered but full of amusement. I looked up at him and a smirk played on his face. "I'm asking you dipshit!" I tried not to yell. His torso rose up and down his two birds looked like they were dancing on his chest and the butterfly looked like it was flapping its wings as he inhale and exhaled. He turned around, I impatiently waited at the door rocking on my tippy toes. I watched his back muscles carefully as he walked to the kitchen. The way they moved under his skin. I looked away as Caleb popped into my mind.
Don't look Stace your with Caleb, he's your boyfriend not Harry, Harry's just a douche who's getting married. Wait wait, wait, wait are me and Caleb actually dating is he really mine, I mean he can't be we never really talked about it but the way he called me 'his' girl kinda gave me a vibe and we kissed. " here's your milk anything else's. I was snapped from my thoughts as Harry handed me the carton of milk and gave me that big dimpled smile that I loved so very much. I took the milk and turned around quickly without saying anything and ran into my apartment. I looked through the eye whole thing from the door (a/n: I kinda forgot what you call the eye hole thing on the door that you can see things from but I'll eventually remember again.) he stood there in the same position. He let his arms fall to his sides, he lifted his arm and rubbed the back of his neck with a half smile. I stopped breathing for a minute after the sight that I just saw. I poured my milk into the cinnamon toast crunch and sat on my sofa watching tv. "Hey missy can have my milk back." I jumped causing me to almost drop the cereal onto my clothes. "HAVENT YOU HEARD OF KNOCKING! jeez you scared me half to death. " he was literally rolling on the floor after he saw my face. "*cough cough* I can't breath oh my god." he was dying. "It hurts!" "Good." I set the bowl of cereal on the coffee table and hovered over Harry who was behaving like a child. "Harry stop your behaving like a child." he got up his face was cheeky and full of amusement. "Can I have a banana miss" Harry said giving me the most innocent look ever. "Harry seriously stop." I was serious. His face turned sereious but there was a small smile on his face but it wasn't a good one. He grabbed my arm and kissed my wrist then his other hand latched into my back pulling me closer to him. He kissed a trail to my collar bone. I could feel his tongue and his teeth on my neck. I winced as I felt the familiar, good pain, he sucked on the skin near my neck. It felt so good, a moan escaped my mouth as he reach the good point. I shut my eyes tight as he kept sucking. I felt his lips detach from my skin and planted one last kiss. I opened my eyes and he stood in front of me smiling like an idiot.
I felt so ashamed. "What?" I asked him as he looked at me. "Your mine." he said as he wiped the side of his bottom kith with his thumb and turned around walking out of my apartment.
I stood there completely frozen in shock that what just escaped from Harry's mouth was real. My mouth hung open and I just stood there trying to process everything.
Zayn's POV
I arrived at Harry's apartment that day to help him break the news to Taylor.
*knock knock*
I got up to open the door but it burst open with a furious Caleb and shy looking Stacey? She was cupping a space over her neck with her palm. "Where's Harry?" Caleb said infuriated "what?" I looked over to the washroom door to see Harry zipping up his pants.
Harry's POV
"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HUH? ARE YOU HER BOYFRIEND THAT YOU GAVE HER THIS!" he yelled pointing at Stacey as she hesitantly removed her hand from her neck. Right as she removed her hand it exposed the purple bruised skin that I had given her. A smile crept on my face as I saw it
"Who told you I did it?" I said as I heard the amusement in my voice escalate. He stood there for a minute looking like an idiot. He finally spoke.
"Harry she's mine so back off. " he yelled as his finger kept stabbing my chest. "Caleb mate just remember I can make your girlfriend scream louder than you 'ever' could." I could see her mouth drop to the ground as I said that.
"No you can't. " she tried denying but she knew perfectly that I was capable of it. "Harry get this in your head your a prick and you won't ever have me you won't ever love me I won't ever love you so just stay away from me for GOOD."
Her words weren't harsh but they hurt me, I've heard those words so many times but this time it was different it hurt me deep like some one just cut open my heart. She grabbed my hand and I stood there like an idiot until I felt my fist collide with Caleb's jaw. The feeling was so good but I didn't know what I was doing.
