Hey Guys Hope You Enjoy My First Ever Book I've Been Reading AlphaXreader Books And I Think I Understand What I'm Doing
*WARNING* includes matcher content and possibly Cussing *
I wake up to white surrounding me as I ever so slowly get up and get ready for school, I'm almost 19.... I can't believe it I still remember when I was three
*flashback*
I walked around my living room with a stroller and a little puppy inside
*FLASHBACK 2*
waking up to get ready for school I get dressed and make my way upstairs to kiss my best Friend (your dogs name) on the head and head out, she was a boxer and was about 10/11 maybe, idk I've had her my whole life and I never want it to end, making my way to the living room I hear sobs and crying also my mom on the phone
"How will I be able to tell Alana" I heard my mother say
"Tell me wha-" I was cut off to see her leaning on the stairs crying with a dog on the ground and white stuff coming out her mouth barely breathing, my eyes teared up looking at her, "what happens girl.." I say letting all the tears out
"Me and pop pop are going to get her to the vet can you get on the buss stop by yourself?" My mom said hanging up the phone still crying
"yeah I'll be fine" I say looking at my baby girl
I get up leaving a kiss on (your dogs name)'s head and them my mom a hug, as I head to school
*8 hours I come home*
I walk into the house to see my mom crying and my dad sitting the in his hands... Baby girl, I say to my self and run outside switching into my wolf form witch is a white wolf with Brown spots
I cry In the forest
*Flashback over*
I get up and head down into the living room where my mom was waiting with my dad. I slowly make my way towards them and sit down knowing its about my depression after she died....
" hunny we want you to get better you know that right?" My mom said I saw the grief and sadness in her wolf eyes
I nodded slightly as she start talking again
"We have a therapy appointment for you soon" my mom said finishing with a frown
"What time" I said sounding a little depression trying to break down the walls keeping my tears in
"11:00 when lunch starts I'll come and pick up up at school" she finished as I looked at the clock on the cable box "6:46" I whisper to myself
I get up and walk out the house not saying a word and making my way to school
What do you think about this I asked my wolf shadow, she was sad
I don't know how to feel anymore my emotions are everywhere
She said back to me, me and shadow were best friends ever since I was 13 letting her control for the first time,
We make our way into an all wolf school and see our friends Chloe and serenity
"Hey Alana" they said in alishion making me giggle a bit
"not so good, I gotta leave early for therapy" I said at first laughing a bit but then frowning struggling to open my locker up, but soon I got it opened
"Oh....depression" Chloe said looking down at her feet
"Look I got to go..." I said closing my locker and walking away to the hallway of first class
*LUNCH*
the bell rang for lunch when I got a text from my mom, 'at the front office signing you out so meet me up there' I made my way towards the front office, see me mom and walk out, waveing to serenity and chole on the way out
*AFTER THERAPY BECAUSE I'M LAZY*
After we get home I go into my room text friends eat dinner, cry myself to sleep and go to sleep knowing my birthday is in 2 days, Saturday July 7,
Hey guys me here... Umm yeah comment how the first chapter was and also those first to flashbacks were true, I had lost my dog cervaca ( beer in Spanish cause she was a rare breed boxer 😂) due to a stroke and I was so scared to go home knowing my little girl was chasing other dogs in heaven
But we got a bunny, I got depression but then heard about wattpad in 6th grade so I made a new account 2017 and follow my other account SSDarkNightWolf
I hope you enjoyed my first chapter and I want you guys to say in the comments the saddest thing in your life, also I need more friends in my life so text me privately I don't know why I feel weird saying that but yolo, Be ready for chapter 2!!!!
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Have a nice day!!! Thank you guys for reading!
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Fate? WITH THE ALPHA (Alpha male x depressed suicidal female reader)
WerewolfAlana is a white wolf and white wolfs are very rare and most have powers, except Alana. she's been diognoesed with Depression. Her 19 birthday is coming up and that's when she sopose to find her mate, feeling like her mate would except her she trys...
