Song: You're always loved by Josh Golden.
"She's the part in the movie where it all adds up
So caught up in her eyes, so
Can't look away
I'm hypnotized
She's the hope in war when things look rough
Won't give up this fight
She'll be mine tonight..."
Ryan's POV
She was my best friend for almost half of my lifetime. Yet, we never talk about love. We are just silly friends. Not serious, but all we have is smiles. I like her. The moment I saw her, I feel paralyzed, hypnotized by her dark hazel eyes. All I can see in her eyes were happiness, charm, hopes and dreams. I knew she was the one.
Yet...We only get to be best friends. I decided to keep it that way so we don't have to deal with drama and break ups.
She was the one who helped me get through my depression. She gave me hope in life. She helped me choose my own happiness, made me choose my life to make it better.
She's a strong, independent woman. That's what I love about her.
"...I will never hurt you, no
I will never desert you
See, there's a lot of girls in this world though they have nothing on you..."
I've never saw someone walk up for me. She defended me from my bullies.
I've met so many girls, sure they are beautiful. But she... she's different from the others.
She's my life saver.
"...I will be there... I'll be there...
When the words just come out wrong,
And you're sick of the love songs
I will be there... I'll be there...
When your strength is now all gone,
And you need someone to lean on
Even when you stop loving yourself,
I'll be there to help, oh yeah
And when you're giving up,
Just know you're always loved
You're always loved..."
I thought she strong, independent, a girl with a happy life because she gave me tips to deal with depression.
I thought I was the first one to give up...
She gave up.
Gave up...
On life.
I don't know why? I don't get it. Why does an amazing girl who help someone through depression killed her self?
I looked up in the sky and tell her,
"I love you. Even if it means meeting someone, get married, having kids. Thank you, Mia. It's a pleasure to meet you."
I left the cemetery and look at her grave once more.
She lost.
I lost her.
My best friend.
My love.
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What's a happy ending? (Ryan Higa Imagines)
FanfictionHappy endings don't exist on fairy tales and on real life. Sad fact, we all die. My definition of this "ending" is that it's just an illusion. I applied this in my book or whatever you wanna call it.
