May 8,2015
I finally feel safe writing personal stuff in this. I guess I'll start simple. I have been cutting for the past few months. I don't know why I started but I can't seem to stop. Another thing is I'm bisexual. And sometimes I wish my best friend was more than that. I know she doesn't feel the same way. U wish she does but I don't think she does. I have had dreams about us being together but I don't think that would happen. When she said that so far I'm the only one going to her party I was excited. I was thinking, "Yes this is my chance." Every time we've been alone we play truth or dare. But with a twist. It's dirty truth or dare. I guess that's what made me like her. I don't just like her, I love her. I guess that's all I have for today.
