From trainee to idol ( EXO X reader X NCT )

PART THIRTY-NINE / FLASHBACK

[FLASHBACK]

"Joon Min ah! Why did you ditch me? I'm your Friend!" I shouted at him.
"Friends don't exist, you backstabbed me. I hate you." He pushed me away and ran.
Tears started rolling down my cheeks and I ran into the bathroom.
I was 10 by then and he was 11.
We used to be best friends until someone decided to ruin it.
That person was his parents.
His parents thinks of him highly because they're rich, they have all everyone needs, but they are selfish.
His dad is the president of the ministry of education while his mum was a professor at one of the top universities in Korea.
They both worked hard and were smart.
About me? Well I was a middle-class.
Everyone in my school treated me like I'm an outsider because they were all rich, richer than me.
They pushed and threw my books down. They even vandalised my table and framed me for vandalism.
I did not have any friends until one day, Joon Min approached me.
He said he wanted to be friends because everyone hated him too.
Yep, my school was also petty. Mostly all the kids there judges people and each of them are proud of themselves.
But the moment he asked, I felt so happy.
I nodded and hugged him, I have never felt so happy in my life.
Well from then on we became best friends until this happened. ( refer to first line)
I was in tears. I went to the school roof and felt like dying.
Luckily I found a piece of broken glass on the floor.
I picked it up and started scraping it on my wrist, like on my arm.
Joon Min then came up and saw me doing it.
Blood was sprouting from my wrist and I dropped the broken piece of glass.
I climbed up the roof and closed my eyes.
Joon Min then ran up and catch me before I jump off.
He back hugged me and I could feel his tears.
"ANDWAE! I CANNOT LOSE YOU!"
Tears were rolling down my cheeks and I tried to break free but couldn't.
I was already stocked in that position, I was hurt because Joon Min was crying.
I felt so hurt, really hurt.
We hit the ground and sat while Joon Min was still hugging me.
I felt his tears on my school uniform. I just couldn't stop crying.
I then turned around and looked at him.
I brought a packet of tissue to wipe off the blood and wipe his tears.
"Mianhae, I wasn't in my right mind." I said
He then hugged me and I hugged back.
"Song Min / Y/N ah~ you know why I came? I knew you would attempt suicide after I told you that so I went up and found you there. I didn't want you to die since You're my only Friend. Song Min / Y/N ah~ let's not be friends anymore, let's date." He then kissed my cheek and hugged me.
I was in shock. I blushed at his words, but I'm sorry Joon Min, I'm transferring.
"Joon Min ah, I'm sorry. I cannot reply to that because I'm transferring schools. This school has been a hell for me. But let's still be friends afterwards. I miss you." I said
He stared at me and I went.
He was crying afterwards.
It's a pain for my eyes since Joon Min is crying, I feel like it's the end of the world.
Joon Min ah, I'm sorry~ I hope I get to see you again in the future~