Kidnapped-Shawn Mendes fanfic

Chapter Eight

"Someone's really motivated today. "- Shawn said after we run for 45 minutes.

"I just needed to do something. I still do. "-I replied. I wanted to forget about everything I found out in the past few days. I just wanted to relax.

"Well, unfortunately, from this moment you'll have to do it on your own. I have a meeting in a hour with people who will help us in this fight. Actually, it's just one woman. She'll explain me all of their plans. "

"Fuck you." After I said it I remembered when first time Shawn replied on that with "you can fuck me whenever you want". I laughed.

"Yeah, I can guess what you're thinking about now. " He bit his lip. 
Fuck. Honestly, every time he did that, I'd freak out in my head. I hoped Shawn didn't notice it.

"Please, just go." I said to him and smiled. He raised his hands like he was guilty.

"Okay, okay." He came closer to me. "But I have to do this first." And then he kissed me.

"Thanks I guess" I looked at him.  Even sweaty, he looked pretty hot. Actually, he was even hotter. Damn.

"I'm going to sleep. I'm kinda tired." I said, trying not to be distracted by his body.

"Okay. See you later."-he smiled. "Don't run away."

"You know I won't."

***

After I showered I laid on my bed. I wanted to sleep. But I couldn't. Even though I was really tired, I just couldn't.

My head was full of questions. My life was changed.

I was kidnapped. Soon after that I found out that I was adopted and my real parents were dead. Then I found our that when I turn 18,I would have to lead a big company. And it turned out that my kidnapper kidnapped me so he could prepare me. Shit.

Oh, and did I mention I was slowly falling in love with my kidnapper? Yeah, well, I was.

When I realized I wouldn't fall asleep, no matter what I tried, I decided to walk around the house. Yes, it was boring, but that was the only thing I could do.

I got downstairs and headed to Shawn's office. Then I remembered that he had a meeting with that girl.

Right when I was about to go back to my room, I heard someone opening the door.

"Hey, sorry, but can you help me? I'm looking for Shawn Mendes."- a gentle, female voice said. I turned around and saw a girl who was probably older than me. She had long, brown hair and beautiful green eyes. She wore white dress and white heels. I thought she looked stunning.

"Hi, um, of course, I think he might be in his office. " - I showed her the door. "If he's not, well, I don't know where else he could be. " - I laughed.

"Oh, thank you anyway."- she said. "By the way, my name is Hannah. And you are?"

"Zoey."- I answered. I was about to say 'Lockwood' as last name but then I remembered that's not my real name. "Zoey Reels."

I could tell by her face she was shocked. "Oh my God. I didn't think I'd see you here. It's so nice to finally meet you."

"Finally?"-I asked.

"Yes, well, I've known your parents for a long time, but I never saw you. I'm guessing you know the story, since you said 'Reels' as your last name."- she smiled.

"Right guess."

At that moment  I saw Shawn going out of his office.

"Hannah, there you are! Nice to see you again."- Shawn came up to her and kissed her on the cheek. I don't know why, but I felt a little bit jealous.

"You too, Mendes."- she said and laughed. It seemed like they knew each other for years.

Shawn looked at me and smiled. "Zoey, I believe you've already met Hannah. She's an old friend. She's also representing a very powerful company."

Old friends. Cool.

"Yeah, she is so nice." I smiled at them.

"We have to go now, when we finish I'll meet you, okay?"

"Sure thing."- I said and headed upstairs.

While going to my room, I could hear them laughing.

***

3 hours passed by and I was bored. I tried to sleep again but I failed. There was absolutely nothing I could do.

Assuming Hannah and Shawn were probably done, I went to his office. I noticed that the door was opened a little. I heard voices inside.

"We haven't had fun in a long time." I recognised Hannah's voice.

"Agree. Let's have fun now. We finished all. We got time."- Shawn said. I looked through that small hole in the door. I froze immediately. I saw Hannah sitting on his desk and Shawn putting his hands around her waist. He started kissing her neck.

"I missed this."- Hannah said, almost whispering.

"Me too" Shawn gave her a long kiss.

I got sick. I had a feeling that I was gonna throw up. I felt so bad. Like someone stabbed me in my stomach. I couldn't believe what was happening. I knew that Shawn and me were nothing special, that it was just a hook up. We just had fun.

But still, I was shocked. I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream. I wanted to throw stuff.

I went upstairs to my room and locked in. I sat on the floor and put my face in my hands.

I didn't wanna feel like that. I didn't know what was happening. I didn't love him.

Or did I?

I needed some air. I was literally suffocating.

I got out without anyone actually noticing. I found a bench and sat on it. I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I tried to forget about everything.

I didn't even know how much time passed. I just enjoyed the silence. Suddenly I heard someone calling me.

"Zoey? Are you there?" It was Shawn. Fuck. I didn't want to talk to him.

"Yeah. I'm here."- I answered. I tried to look okay.

"Hey, when did you get out? It's 1am."- he asked me and kissed my forehead. He wrapped his arms around me, but I pushed him away.

"Don't."

"Wait, what happened?" He seemed confused.

I looked him in the eyes. I waited for him to realize. And finally he did.

"You saw us, didn't you?" He didn't expect that.

"Yeah. I did. Just don't talk to me."- I said and looked down.

"Look,"-he started. "I'm sorry, but I don't owe anything to you."

"I know. You're right. We were just having fun. Just like you and Hannah. Of course, you're old friends. You surely missed each other sooo much."

I nervously laughed. What was wrong with me? Why did I feel this way?

"Calm down." Shawn looked at me. He seemed serious. "I won't explain anything to you. I don't have to. Now, you need to get in. I won't leave you alone here."

"I think I'm better outside alone than inside with you."

I pissed him off. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him.

"We're going inside. Now."- he was quiet, but dangerous. I knew that.

I tried to get rid of him. "Just let go of my fucking arm." And he did let go.

"Come on. Let's go."

When we got in the house I ran to my room and locked myself.  At the moment, I felt nothing. I was empty. I was disappointed. Disappointed by life.

I laid on the bed and closed my eyes. Before I fell asleep, I could feel warm tears going down my face.