My heart needs to go on! (Lee Hinchcliffe) COMPLETED

I still think of him

It has been 10 years and I still think of him. I am now married to a guy called Hudson and we are deeply in love. Thinking that he is watching over me I hope he is proud that I still think about him. I am currently 6 months pregnant with a beautiful baby boy.

I was sitting down on my sofa. And I got a call from Hudson. I picked it up. "Hey babe" I said in a calm voice. "Hey babe I have a lot to tell you." He said sounding a bit upset."what is it?" I said now sounding angry. "Umm...I kind of can't leave America so I won't be home for a while..." he said in a slow low voice. "Oh.... how long?" I asked in a sad way. "Maybe a couple of months." He said in a low tearful way. "So your not going to be here when Austin is going to be born?" I said with tears rolling down my face. "No babe I'm so sorry." He said in a no caring way. "Omg babe I don't know what to say."

I just hung and laid back onto the sofa thinking about lee and that awful night. It still haunts me in my nightmares. Hudson hasn't been home since I got pregnant and I'm not going to lie I don't miss him the only person on my mind is lee. I don't want to go on i can't without lee I just want to be with him.

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I'm sorry this was a short update does Jess really want to be with lee up in heaven or does she presume her life with Hudson.