everything i keep inside

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july 9, 2017 | 4:06 am

no one
no one cares
i cry for help
and no one comes,
no one hears.
me?
i am alone.
you think this is an excuse
you think this is all an act
don't you see?
i have no one.
my family
even them who have lived with me
all their lives
have not noticed
what has gone on
in front of their very eyes.
these past 6 years.
a living hell for me.
no one has seen
the pain in my eyes.
no one sees
that i am hurting
through my smile.
no one notices.
no one ever does.
even back when
it was for something childish,
no one ever cared enough
to ask if i was okay.
i wasn't.
and that was just the start of it all.
doesn't matter now,
does it?