It's a girl pt.1
And no she's not my "only once ".
Liked a girl .
I've never liked her .
But she used to like me .
We met online .
Not on a dating site .
We became friends .
Her bio did say she was bisexual.
But I didn't care .
Because I wasn't looking for more than a friendship.
But she was .
I made it clear I wasn't and that I was straight .
We continued to talk .
And she confessed to me .
That she grew feelings for me .
I was weirded out .
Yet happy .
Bc I'm an asshole .
I took the fact she liked me .
And made a game out of it .
For my own entertainment .
I would say things .
But I never told her I liked her .
I mean sometimes I would .
But I would immediately.
Tell her it wasn't true .
I don't know why she liked me .
Jeez I was so rude and mean to her .
But I didn't know I was being mean all the time .
I'm naturally, just kind of harsh .
She says I have no heart .
But I tell her just not for her .
She got on my nerves .
Multiple times .
She would call and calll .
Non stop .
And text me .
You know even though .
It doesn't seem like it .
I have a life .
We would fight and fight .
Or argue .
I would not once but like 100 x .
Tell her that our friendship.
Wasn't going to work out .
I was only adding negativity.
To her life .
But she would always apologize.
Say "no"
And we would continue to be friends .
But I wouldn't txt her for days .
And that was my mistake.
Bc weirdly .
Her love for me only grew .
.
.
.
Bon Iver -skinny love
