7 Faces.... Can I find the real Lysander?

There are four different types of status.... The "FIRST CLASS" where they all try to show off, to make themselves feel better than any ones else obviously. The "AVERAGE", who are friends with nearly everybody and the "WEIRDOS", they are either the handicapped or people who the "FIRST CLASS" or "AVERAGE" don't even turn to look at...

Finally thelast are the "FOLLOWERS" you dont really realize the are "FOLLOWERS"; they blend in with the "AVERAGE" or maybe the "so well but, they seemto try and burst out with different personalities to fit other people. So they dont even realize who they are on the inside. Im one of those people.

Hi my names Angel Lysander ,some people just call me Lya, since i never really liked my name Angel. Im 14 and its my third year of Lysander secondary school. My mum owns the boarding school. Im always at deep thought about the people and my surroundings, like how this world could suddenly be madeby the "Big Bang" or how maybe i could even be related with my worst enemies... somehow. I don't really know who i am, because i have 7 faces. I say 7 faces in the result of changing personalities for a specific group of people. Every time i see someone new or just the general "Status" at school or any other location.

"Hey!, hey wait!" I heard from behind the corner. I was so sure i heard the voice a few minutes ago but it carried on echoing down the school building corridor. On the other corner a few of the "FIRST CLASS" came.

"What do you want?" I said in a low voice, acting all cool and dudish.

"Oh well I'm sorry.. I just wanted to ask you a quick question."

"I don't have time for questions, I've got to go and complete my mission."

"Mission?", concerned she took a few steps towards me.

"Back off! I don't want to be seen with the likes of you! You with your nerdy glasses and never even been fucked anyone either!"

With that she ran off crying " Good riddons" I turned over to the others and gave a smirk. They all laughed and one totally hot guy said

"Good job Angel", and gave me a wink.

As they disappeared a deep sigh breathed out of my lips.

"Poor girl, even if I went to tell her sorry and tell her the whole reason why I was so mean, she would probably call me a leach!"

Shrugging my shoulders I thought of the "mission" I was going to set out. Going to the boys dorm in the evening; was forbidden, it could even lead to expulsion.

"Fuck expulsion, i want to be noticed,

known

thought of

"I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY!" I cried in my head so only i could hear.

What an total shitty head. I just strolled into the lunch room, looking all gloomy.

"Heyy Angel", Michelle yelled, waving. I gave massive grin. She was my best friend and I always made her laugh.

Hi there! ," I waved frantically,to get a audiance and purposley made myself trip over a a packet of crisp that was left on the floor. A tsunami of laughter flooded the room. Nope i was'nt embarrrased i was just having fun. I liked it.

I smiled in achievement. I sat next to my friend waiting for her to say something. Someone had walked pass me and under their breathe said "Such an attention seeker"

It was true, I never actually realised the real Angel Lysander, she was hidden in the dark. In the pitch darkness in my heart.

Just finishing the GUNK we call 'Food', I saw two adorblly cute ' AVERAGE' guys waving at me, they winked and started to come closer.

I started to give my 'totally cute and interested' smile as I slouched in my seat and put one leg on the other.

"Hey there girls, and how are you doing?"

"Not bad just enjoying the view of the most interesting guys at school," I said, tossing my hair. Michelle nudged me in the ribs making me shudder in pain. She only did this because she knew I wasnt like this. I wouldnt talk to any guy like this when I didnt even have anything for them? Plus she liked this guy. His name was Brandon, he was 'FIRST CLASS' like me but I was always just a follower.

I got invited to parties, hang out with them, but wasnt exactly their 'friend' I just tried to get myself noticed, hanging around like a bogey on a bit of scraped tissue.

I was ignoring Michelle and Brandon talking to themselves while I sat there thinking...

"Umm hi, Angel? You there...?"

I ignored Stan he wasnt going to help my reputation, the guy just sat there silently while i ignored him purposely. Looking as if i was figuring out something important. Itapped the table in annoyance... Why did I suddenly feel angry?

"Umm Angel? Are you ok?"

"Yes Im FINE," I snapped viously. Was it just because he couldnt help me I wasn't nice to him? I just felt aggatated so furious with myself! Stan who was the one probably feeling insecure after I had I had stung at him, sat there quietly again.

Geeze this lunch was boring. I had cooled down and saw Max and Maya chatting and laughing together. I couldnt bear seeing them, next to each other. It made me want to spit my teeth out!

Seeing Max's smile because of her, made my heart weep in sorrow. I wanted that smile to belong to me.........

Ok guys my second story ever on here!!! I hope its not a whole load of $hit... :(

Wht do you think of Angel!!!?? Do you like the shy dude or the hot sexy ones who dont mind talking crap??

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