Love And Hate

Chapter Five

"Come near me again and I swear to fucking god I will kill you." I say aloud so the whole cafeteria can hear.
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All the teachers in the room are shaking. I look around at Ms. Goldworth... she reminds me of. No! She is just another one of these dumb ass teachers that work at this fucked up school. I try to tell myself. Tears start to roll off my cheeks. Everyone in the cafeteria looks at me with disbelief. No one at this school had ever seen me cry. Not even... Ms. Goldworth.

She was basically my personal counselor. I even picked her out because she looked like... SHUT THE FUCK UP BRAIN! I yell at myself inside my head. She was the one shaking the most. No mom don't be scared of me... oh shit... I said it in my fucking head! Well now you know. She reminded me of my mother and it's all his fault. He said he would protect her. Keep her safe from harm's way. It was clearly a lie just to make her feel safe. But that's all in the past and now before me my mo- Ms. Goldworth was staring at me fearfully. That broke my cold black heart to pieces. I let Mike go.

"You're not worth my time anyway." I kick him and run out of the cafeteria so I don't bawl my eyes out.

She hates me now... she will never want to be my councilor ever again! I'll kill myself if she doesn't! I need her.. I need mom...

I rip myself from my thoughts shaking my head in disgust of what I had just thought.

I don't need anybody not now not ev- My thoughts were interrupted by someone wrapping their arms around my waist. Instinctively I jab the in the stomach with my elbow. The person screams with pain. I pray in my head that it's not Ms. Goldworth. I turn around to see the douche that bumped into me in the cafeteria. It had been evident that he'd known me before I introduced myself.

"State your name and your business with me." I had a pocket knife out holding it towards him.

"Woah Alex take it easy. I just came to comfort you about what happened in there." He points to the direction of the cafeteria with a concerned expression written on his face.

"Oh and by the way the name's Jake Myers." He states beaming with joy as if my question made him happy? I didn't care much about feelings. I would rather just ignore them.

"By the way I don't need comfort. What I need is for you to stay the hell away from me and my friends." I retort in a rather spiteful manner.

"Just like you told Mike." He said throwing it in my face. I clenched my jaw and balled my hands up in a fist. But I only said,"Go to hell asshole." Then I left skipping school.
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I know what you guys are thinking. 'When will the actual WAGER part of this come out?' Well I have good news. The next time I update the book will be when they start the wager and what the rules are. If you liked this chapter please vote and leave a comment if you think that Mike will somehow win Alex back but as more than a friend or if you think Jake it the right suitor for Alex.